Chara X Reader - You against the World.

Bye bye!

T/W - SUICIDE, MURDER, ETC.

You sat there with nothing but your thoughts. Your stupid, annoying, tedious, barricading, brutal... thoughts. To be left alone with such dangerous things wasn't a good idea. One suggested you create a pool to drown yourself in. The others all defended you in your case that you did nothing wrong. After all, you weren't lying.

Chara is

You couldn't finish the sentence.

It was a horrible thought, how could you say that to them? You drive them away! You and your stupid mouth! Your stupid words! Your stupid thoughts! It was at this point that you were hyperventilating and drool dropped from your mouth.

They were gone; that's all that mattered. Hey! You have cool powers, you shouldn't be bumming about. Yet... you couldn't help it. Chara was off somewhere at the ends of the nothingness. You were alone. If only you could just, drag them back or something.

If you were to use your abilities to maybe decrease this place in size? The thought was stupid, just like all the others. You kicked at nothing frustration, hoping to hit something and receive some form of pain as punishment for your poor actions. You wanted nothing more than... to die. Knowing Chara, that was something you had in common.

You didn't intend it but a sharp kitchen knife flashed into your hands. It reminded you of them. It was about an inch wide at the base of the blade and seven inches long to the tip. You held the sharpened edge to your abdomen. The idea toyed with you.

You could've easily inserted it into your stomach but you held back. Your hands trembled as you contemplated just letting your guys spill. Tears were about to run down your cheeks when you heard a familiar chuckle in the darkness. "Aren't you being a pussy?" It drove a shiver down your spine.

Out of what seemed like nothingness, at this point the stars had faded, Chara showed themselves. "You won't die if you stabbed yourself there anyways." Their hands covered yours and adjusted the knife to your neck. "The arteries here are vital, you'll be dead in no time."

It was almost too quick. The way Chara pushed into your neck with your hands holding the blade, the sudden pain replaced by numbness all in a millisecond. They... actually did what you were too scared to do.

//Short chapter! Wanna die or live?? At this point, who knows if Chara will ever love you?