Nowadays may mga babae pa bang virgin bago magpakasal? May mga babae pa bang pormal? May babae pa bang umiiwas sa pre marital sex? May babae pa bang nagbibigay importansya o kahalagahan sa kanilang virginity? If virginity is taken you will never hav...
I'm home and I'm still thinking of what the f*** I have done to Maggie! C*** I made it worse! This is all my fault! I lack conscience,I lack self control, I just lack everything and with that reason I lost the one I love, Maggie! I just want to tell you, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to spit those words out!! I'm f****** crazy!! I'm sorry! I don't know what to do anymore! Please don't avoid me..
I want to explain! I didn't expect that to happen at all! That was not my plan to argue with u! I love you! I've never want to hurt you but I did, all of those words that came out of your mouth repeats in my head all day long! You told me you'll never love me again! That your thankful that I betrayed you! That you'll never forgive me! I've regretted it all Maggie! I'm sorry for not controlling myself! I hate myself because of that! I'm sorry!!! I'm fucking sorry!!! Can you just understand!! I'm sorry!! I promise that I'll never do that again! I feel guilty, I feel terrible,I feel stupid,I feel like a criminal, I feel horrible, I feel like I wanna die! I don't want to lose you!! I love you!!! I fucking love you so much!! I wanna prove you that you're wrong! I didn't mean to say those words on you! I just can't fucking control myself! I'm sorry! I'm such a jerk!!! Please forgive me!!! Give me a chance!
I fucking understand you now!! That you don't want to lose your virginity, that you don't want to get hurt! I understand you now!! Please give me a chance! I don't want to lose you! I love you so much I feel like I'm in hell! I feel like I'm dead! I wanna touch you, embrace you and love you again! Give me a chance love, please give me a chance!!! Love, Maggie, bhebhe ko, Humming bird!! please!!! Give me a Fucking chance! I promise to not hurt you anymore! I didn't mean to say those words and hurt you! I want u back love!!! I'm not lying! This is sincere!! I want you back in my life!! I love you!!! I fucking love you!!!
This is all I'm asking Maggie!! Give me a second chance!! Please! I'm begging you!!!
I'm here at her house, standing at her gate, I wanna explain, I wanna apologize, I don't want to lose her, can you feel me? It's hard! Okay!?
I'm knocking at their door, and I'm surprised who opened it, Maggie, bhebhe ko!!!
"Hey Maggie" I said looking into her eyes but she's just there doing nothing, she's angry as hell!! She's trying to close the door but I block it with my hand, wala akong pakialam kung wala na akong kamay, I just want to bring her back in my life...
"Anong kailangan mo dito? Akala ko tapos na tayo" sabi niya raising an eyebrow, I dont want to lose my self control kaya I tried to calm myself...
"Love, I'm so-"
"Oh ano? Pumunta ka dito para humingi ng tawad, what do you want? I had enough Xander!"sabi niya with anger in her eyes, she's really mad at me, I am trying to control myself, I want her back
"I want you back in my life Maggie, I don't want to lose you this early, I want to prove you that you're wrong, lahat ng mga salitang sinabi ko sayo ay hindi ko sinasadya, hindi ko sinasadyang saktan ka, hindi ko gustong mawala ka sa buhay ko, i didn't controlled myself from anger kaya sinabi ko ang mga masakit na salita nayun sa'yo, I never want to hurt you, I lack self control and conscience kaya madali akong magalit and I hate myself because of that.. I can't lose you Maggie! You're the only one I love" sabi ko crying, hindi ako nagsisinungaling, I'm desperate to have her back in my life, I can't live without seeing her, I love her..
"Don't fool me Xander, I don't want to fall from your tricks" sabi niya trying to close the door but I blocked it with my hand again, wala akong pakialam kahit na mabalian ako ng buto, I want her back, I can't lose her
"I'm not lying, hindi ako nagsisinungaling sa'yo Maggie, lahat na sinasabi ko ngayon ay lahat sincere, mahal kita at hindi ko nais na mawala ka sa buhay ko! And that's the truth, i want to love you, I'm sorry when I hurt you with my words, please, the only thing I'm asking from you is your forgiveness, I want to love u again" I said those words crying, mahal ko ang babaeng nasa harap ko and I regret hurting her..
"Xander, pagod ako! Sinaktan mo ako!" Sigaw niya sa mukha ko, i know Maggie! That's why I'm here to apologize..
"Alam kong sinaktan kita, that's why I'm here to apologize, I regret all of those things I said, I want you back in my life, I don't want to hurt you either, hindi ko yun sinasadya, lahat nun ay hindi ko sinasadya Maggie!, I want to live with you happy ever after, ikaw lamang ang tanging babae na mahal ko! Ikaw ang unang babaeng nililigawan ko! Your my weakness Maggie! Ayaw kong mawala ka sa buhay ko!" I said crying with tears, all of those words are sincere, I don't want to lose you I want to love you again
"Xander! Parang ayaw ko nang magmahal! I'm tired" She said crying with tears, Alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman mo Maggie, I love you
"Alam ko ang nararamdaman mo Maggie! That's why I'm here to make you happy again! To make your life more enjoyable! I want to do that with you! I understand that you can't lose your virginity at this time, Alam ko kung bakit importante ang bagay na iyan sa'yo! Because just like what you said you want to make your husband happy dibah? You want to get married first, and with that reason I want to get married to you" those fucking words are from from my heart so Maggie!! Please forgive me!
"Xander...."she murmured softly, I know she's sad at alam kong umiiyak siya. Maggie Mahal kita
"Those words are from my heart, all that I wanted from you is to forgive me! I promise I will never hurt you again! I love you!!!" I shouted na lahat my mga tao sa village ang nakarinig
"Maggie Mendez please! Can you forgive me?" I asked her sincerely..and softly this time.. I love her
" I want a honest answer Xander, Do you still love me?"She asked me crying and I can't wait to answer that question..
"Yes!!!!! I love you!!!!" Sigaw ko, and I felt relieved that moment, nabigla nalang ako nang bumuhos na ang ulan... We were wet together... Napaka romantic ng moment na to! Please Maggie! please forgive me!! It took a long time when she answered my question..basang basa na ako sa ulan! Like hell! I never felt so good before!!! This is my first time ever asking someone to forgive me and that special someone is a girl with the name of Maggie Mendez
"Yes! I forgive you" when Maggie said those words, I was so happy like hell!!! I Immediately hugged her like there is no tomorrow!... I missed her like hell! Parang nasa heaven ako! I feel so good! I have her back! And now I can live happy ever after with her! Mahal love siya..she's the only person I love in this whole world, universe, solar system and the Galaxy
I pulled her in the rain to join me and she did! I kissed her and she kissed me back.. we have the best kiss in the rain in the world I love you Maggie I love you!!!
I carried Maggie Dawn Zulueta style and I turned her with me I can see that she's happy right now!! I felt happier with her in the rain...
"Ibaba more ako Xander! ano bah! Hahaha"she laughed and that makes me so happy! I've never felt this happy before!! I love her!!! Hahaha
"I love you!!!! Maggie Mendez!!!" And with that shout in the rain.. she kissed me!!! And ako I was caught off guard I love this girl I'm carrying...
When I put her down, she kissed me again, putting her hands in my neck while the rain is pouring!! I love this girl with me! I love her
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The best thing one can do when it's raining Is to let it rain!!!
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