The Love That Is Never Ours [R18]

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Hae Soo read Ha Jin's next entry.

I thought I'll be staying here for a few days. But I was wrong. I stayed for a very long time. And it seems like I forgot who I really am.

In this era, they call me Hae Soo. Funny but I almost forgot that I am Go Ha Jin.

My fate was intertwined with the princes that always put me in trouble. But all of them has a good heart. It may be a very long rough journey for me but what I realized when I left the palace is we are all just trying to live.

Ha Jin, as long as you want to forget everything, I still want to leave a few reminders for you.

*Once you meet Wang Wook, do not let yourself fall for him.

I haven't met him before but always remember not to fall for someone else's husband. You will get hurt for loving such man. I am not trying to dictate your feelings but there is someone else for you that you need to find once you get back. He is someone who needs you more than anything else.

*Wang Eun is a very loving man. He has a pure and innocent heart.

The princes may sound all ideal to you but Wang Eun is not for you. He has someone who needs to follow in his second life and if ever your fate intertwined with the princes again, help him find the woman he will marry and grow old with together.

*Always be thankful for Wang Jung.

I may not know who he is but I know I'll acknowledge him. It's all because of him that I was freed from the palace. I may not love him the way he do but I will always be thankful for him for saving me even if that means I'm leaving someone I truly treasure in my heart.

*You may be from a different world but I am hoping that Wang So will be reincarnated.

I love him so much that I couldn't breath. I love him so much that it hurts me a lot. I love him so much that we need to throw each other away.

If ever you meet him, do not push him away. Ha Jin, I love him so much that I will repeatedly love him all over again.

I do not know what happened to me after I was transported here in Goryeo but I wish to go back. I do not want to leave all of them here but the pain I've felt here is too much that I need to save myself.

©HallyuStar