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Chapter 18

A/N : okay guys kill me now ! Ik Ik Ik ! I wrote this. Chapter already but it got deleted some how . Im going crazy because I'm sooo sooo close to 1k reads !!! so guys I'm gonna do a daily update starting Wednesday ! I have sum work to do Tmr so I can't update then ! but I have almost the whole story planned out so yeah ! I have a new character coming in soon ! she knows who she is ! 😊okaay Soo can we have 1k reads and Atleast 10 more votes ? PLEASEEE !!! ILYASM !!.!.!
On with the story :
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I get dress to go meet Mat. I wonder why he just wants me to come that's kinda weird. I really hope he doesn't want to talk about the past because I'm not ready for this. I pick out a black sleeping with sirens shirt and black ripped jeans. I throw on a black OBEY beanie and my black and white vans. I apply a little mascara and some lip gloss since I'm not that big on makeup, and I grab my phone and head out the door. Its only 7:30 but I like being alone on the boardwalk it reminds me of home.

* FLASHBACK *

" Hey , it's Serena right "
" Yeah " I wave to the boy that I didn't know. I turn my attention back to the water.
" Mind if I sit " he says and walks over to me.
" Sure "
" Thanks so Serena, my name is Jake " he says smiling
" Hi jake " I say smiling politely at him. I try not to make eye contact. He doesn't seem to be too mean but he still doesn't seem to stand out from the rest of the stupid ass boys that attend my school; and I don't want any part of it.
" Can we like hang out sometime " he asks extending out his hand to help me up.
" Aaah sure why not" I answer putting my hand in his.
His strength pulls me up too fast and I almost fly off the pier. I land on top of jake and he leans in to kiss me. Our lips connect and ...
** END OF FLASH BACK **
" Hey Serena " I hear.
I turn around to see Matt in a Matt Espinosa beanie , black button up shirt , black jeans and , black vans . Classic Matt I think. That's basically my boy best friend other than Nash and Carter. To me Matt is someone I can trust but I still am not looking forward to the day when he asks me more about my past. Its too hard to discuss and I didn't want to even get this close to anyone I just simply came to Magcon to get some pictures with the guys, maybe get them to sign my phone case and then be on my way. I never thought that I would fall in love with a Magcon boy especially not Cameron Dallas!
" Hey Matty " I say and give Mat a hug
" Rena?" he question as I let go of him
" Yeah Matt ? " I ask. I wonder what's wrong ?
" Can we talk " he asks
" Aah yeah " I answer. I really hope this isn't leading where I think it is.
We talk for about 1 hour and a half and I'm glad that it isn't about what I thought it was about. He keeps asking me about Megan. I don't know why. He should know Megan and Allison are my best friends more like sisters and I don't know why he hasn't figured that out yet, but whatever 😒.
After we finished talking we walked up to the rooms. " Today was nice " I say giving Matt a hug. As I pull away he puts his face near mine and closes his eyes. WTF !! IS HE TRYING TO KISS ME !! " Matt NO ! ID NEVER DO THAT TO MEGAN !! WTF DUDE ?? PLEASE THINK !! WHY WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO HURT HER LIKE THIS ?? I think you NEED TO leave " I yell . He looks at me with apologizing eyes and walks off. I can't believe him. As I breath out I open the door only to wish I hadn't. A tear drops down my face as I look into the room. My mind is going 1000 mph and I feel like I'm about to explode. A single gasp escapes my mouth when two face look my way. One with worry in his eyes.... Why is this happening ???
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