Chapter 19

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Who is this '' says a girl with blonde hair. '' Yeah Cam who am l ? '' I say. I am fighting back every tear possible, I am trying to be strong. I haven't cut in almost two months and I am trying to hold the pieces of my heart together. '' Um ... she's my girlfriend '' he says . The way he says it makes me so mad. He sounded ashamed that I am his girlfriend '' Was your girlfriend '' I say as causally as I can. With that being said I begin to walk out the room. I feel someone grab my arm , I am hopeful that it's Cam but I am disappointed to turn around to the blonde skank that ruined my relationship. I slam my fist into her face , I am so tired of everyone mistaking me for my size. To be so small I SLAAAAAY the fucking charts. I turn my head to see Cam just staring at me. '' What Cam what ? '' I am so annoyed and hurt by him. I don't know what to do , I love him so much and I trusted him with everything.

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( Cameron's POV )

'' I'm sorry ... I ... '' I was cut off by Serena. '' No .. no Cam .. I am so tired of ' I'm sorry ' because you know what ? If you were so damn sorry why Cam ....... why ? '' she says in tears. Goddammit Cameron why the fuck are you so stupid ? '' I thought you left ... left me .. Serena I thought you left .... left me for someone better ... for someone who could treat you better . '' I am trying to hold my emotions in . '' So while I was turning someone down for a kiss ... someone who I think would maybe treat me a hell of a lot better than you do. You were in here kissing Goldie locks over there . '' she says still crying . I am speechless .  I really love Serena I really do but I am such a fucking dip shit that I couldn't see that she really loves me to. What the fuck Cam ?! She walks closer to the door , She looks up at me ''  I really do love you Cam but I can't keep hurting myself trying '' she says as tears flood her face. I try and make my way towards her but before I can get to her she opens the door '' don't '' she says softly as tears fall down her cheeks. She walks out the door. '' GET THE FUCK OUT KASEY '' I yell pushing the blonde out the door. I slam the door and let my back slide down. Why did I do that... I really hope I can make this right 

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