Paint My Scars » c.d {Editing}

Chapter 20

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I run down the hall as fast as I can. Tears falling down my face , why didn't I let him come after me.' He  still could have , he doesn't want to '  my subconscious is right. If he really wanted to come after me he could have. I think I need to talk to Nash or Carter , I need to know if I should either talk to Cam or not ; but most importantly I need to know what to tell Megan because I can't hide that from her. It would be wrong. I dial Nash's number.

* RING RING *     '' Rena ''

'' Nash can you come get me . I forgot your room number and I really need to talk to you ''

'' Of course I will Rena , Where are you ? ''

'' I'm on my floor please hurry ''

'' Okay ill be there in a few stay put ''

'' K , Nash ? ''

'' Yeah ''

'' Thanks ''

'' You don't have to thank me Rena you're one of my best friends , its not a problem ''

'' Okay ''

- End of conversation -

I slide down the wall, my fingers instantly find my wrist. I count the ' 15 ' cuts on my right wrist and ' 20 '  cuts on my left wrist. I feel the tears building up on my eyes as I began to think of the night me and Cameron first started dating. I remember walking out in his shirt and I remember how fast his pupils dilated when he saw me. I remember being scared when he put that scary movie on and I remember how comfortable he made me feel that night. I remember it all every single minute that we were together for the past 1 and a half months. We didn't last long is all that keeps coming to my head and I keep denying it because I want to forgive I do but I just want to make sure it wont happen again. I see the elevator open and I see Nash's head pop out. I run up and hug him. '' Rena are you okay ? '' he asks. I begin to cry into his shoulder. I can't deal. I really can't.

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Nash's POV 

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'' Rena are you okay ? '' I ask. I want to believe that it wasn't Cameron but for some reason I know it is. He is really fucking up. Serena is so so beautiful. She deserves someone who will treat her right and to be honest I know that Cameron loves her. While Serena was out today. He wouldn't stop talking about how much he loved her. He was even crying, Cameron doesn't cry hardly ever. I know he can treat her right but I wish he wasn't so insecure because she loves him too and if he can't see that she wants to be with him by now then he is dumb. I want them both to be happy and I know together they are happy but Cam needs to get it together. '' Nash he did it again Nash .. Again '' she cries. God Cameron WTF !! '' Rena lets go to the room. Okay we have to talk because I need to tell you something''. Worry spreads her face. '' It's okay Rena ''.  When we get back to the room I sit down and Rena follows. '' Rena I know this is hard to believe because of how he is treating you but he really loves you  ''. '' I don't know how . I know I am not that beautiful and not skinny and all that but I love him so much. More than I live anything else and I am doing my best, I am trying to change for him. I am trying to stop and everything he keeps doing and saying is hurting me. I am doing all I can do to change myself for the better for him . '' she cries. I can't stand to see her so hurt knowing the things she will do. '' Listen Rena you are beautiful everyone thinks that. You are not fat. You deserve someone who will treat you right and Cam will. He is just really scared that you'll leave him. I want to tell you why but I can't .. I think he should. You don't need to change yourself for anyone because to everyone here you are perfect just the way you are. We all love you so so much. You will always be in the magcon family I promise you that. You and Cam have something special. I think you should talk to him because he loves you a lot. ''. I am trying to fight back tears because it's bugging me to see her so upset. She and Cam are perfect for each other. '' What isn't he telling me ? Nash please .. I can't take anymore pain. Nash you know I love him so much. You know what this stuff does to me. Why are you hiding it from me? Should I be worried? '' she is crying her eyes out. '' Serena you don't have anything to worry about okay.. The only reason why Cam did what he did today was because he is scared. He's scared that you are going to leave him. You mean a lot to him. He talks about you every second of the day. He doesn't have a good way of showing it because ........

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