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Chapter 33

  "Shawn, you're so amazing" I say laughing. I haven't stoped laughing since we left the hospital and I can honestly say that I am happy. But I still wonder if ill ever be able to live a life with Shawn. I love him but not the same way I love Cam. I know I shouldn't be doing this- acting like I lost all my feelings for him when I know I didn't but I just don't know how to tell someone as sweet as Shawn that I may still be in love with Cam. Maybe its just a phase, a phase that every girl goes through when she's been in a breakup but I honestly don't know if I want it to be a phase pr not. Cupping my face in his palm"What's going on in that beautiful mind?"

"Nothing... and stop being so cheesy with your song lyrics" I say giggling. He brings my face closer to his and our lips connect. There is a feeling in the pit of my stomach that gives a sort of pleasure but its nothing compared to the sparks that fly when my lips touch Cams, but instead of pulling away I kiss back hoping to give Shawn the hint that I do have feelings for him. And I do- I just still have feelings for Cam and its hard. I just wish that god would just tell me who to choose; at least give me a sign. The kiss finally breaks and I happen to glimpse at the clock "Shawn, its 11:00! Magcon starts in a hour" I say while running to the bathroom to get in the shower. I yell from the bathroom "I beat you to the bathroom muaahhhahah". I hear him laugh and my heart immediately starts to ache. I don't know if I honestly want to be with him. I feel like I'm playing him and I don't want to hurt him. I just -- I just don't know.

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( Amber's P.O.V )

I pull up to the building where Magcon is being held. I can't wait to see the look on Serena's face when she sees me. When I park the car I catch  a glimpse of a boy going into the building, he looks familiar but I can't tell of its Cameron or not. When I get into the building Serena's eyes instantly find me. "Amber" she screams runnin into my arms. We get done talking about how her and Shawn are doing and Taylor walks up to us. Serena faces instantly loses its color and I wonder why. I mean its not like she's never met him before.

hmmm.

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(Taylor's P.O.V)

I walk up to Serena and I see this beautiful girl standing next too her. Great I think. She probably knows how bad I treated Serena. Anyways, once I get to Serena her face loses every single speck of color it had. Did I really treat her that bad? "Serena, can we talk in private please?" I ask nicely. I don't know why I even asked because no one in their right mind would go anywhere with someone who treated them as poorly as I did. "I'll give you two some privacy" says the girl. Serena keeps her head low  "What are you doing here Taylor?". "I came here to talk to you." I say bringing my hand to her chin. "Why? So you can hurt me more? I think I've had enough pain for a while." she says fiercely pulling away. "No. So I can say I'm sorry." I say looking at the ground. She looks up at me clearly surprised "What?". "I'm sorry. Sorry for hitting you. Sorry for saying all those awful things about you. And especially for calling you those names You aren't ugly, fat or a bitch and it wasn't in my intentions to  ever hurt you the way I did but I can't even begin to explain to you how sorry I really am. "----------

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A/n:

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