Jonnor One In A Million

No Regrets

General POV

A person's marriage is on the rocks and you'll be quite surprised when you find out who..

There's was a time when I thought life was over and out when you went away from me my dying heart made it hard to breathe would sit my room because I didn't want to have to go out and see you walking by one look and I'd break right down and cry now you said that you made a big mistake never meant to take your love away but you can save your tired apologizes cause it's makes it hard to believe..

I'm doing just fine getting along very well without you in my life, I don't need you in my life I'm doing just fine time made me stronger your no longer on my mind..

You were my earth my number one priority I gave my love to only hold you anything you ask of me I would do but somewhere so the road you felt the change and the weather and told me that you had to journey on and a kiss in the wind and your love was gone and now you say you never to play your games but girl don't you know it's all to late because you let our love just fall apart you no longer have my heart..

I'm doing just fine I'm getting along very well without you in my life I don't need you in my life, I'm doing just fine time made me stronger you'll no longer on mind..

When you said goodbye I felt so alone there were times at night I couldn't sleep my heart was much too weak to make it on my own baby after all the misery and pain you put me through someone said to boy your no longer my world and I ain't missing you at all!

I'm doing just fine I'm getting along very well without you in my life I don't need you in my life, I'm doing just fine time made me stronger you'll no longer on my mind.

With the weekend just beginning Jude and I would normally just sleep in but this time I decided to go back look through his phone because I wanted to see what this Jordan guy was talking about so while he was still sleeping I took his phone and I read all of the messages that was shared between them both and the voice mails that he left for my boyfriend.

After I finished reading everything I gathered all of my thoughts and I made us breakfast and then after that I took a shower but when I was done I had too rush to get ready to go because I have a lot of aarons to run and that's what I did, I wanted to Say that I love you back to Jude but I don't think that he means it and to be honest I don't think that he even did at all it's like we have been together for so long and we went through a lot together and I thought that would make us stronger and we always made a pack to one another that nothing and no one can ever come between us, our relationship and our bond I guess our foundation isn't strong enough and I don't know what else to think and I don't know what to believe it's like I love Jude with all of my heart and I would do anything for him and he's knows that but I'm really starting to have second thoughts about us and our future and I just don't know what to do..

I wonder what's bothering Connor because he didn't kiss me goodnight and he slept on the couch last night and this morning I was missing his touch and this morning when I woke up late he didn't say I love you back, he didn't kiss me or hugged me and I the worse part is that he didn't even look me in the eye yeah he made us breakfast but then he just left I wanted to tell him thank you but he ran so fast out the door that I didn't even have enough to get the words out..

Hey mom and dad I just thought that I would drop by to see you guys and visit y'all because I know that it's been a while since we seen each other and I can really use my family right now but I just need some advice about relationships that's all..

Well it's good to see you son we missed you bud it's a while and why do you need relationship advice is everything alright between you and Jude? Aww hey sweetheart it's lovely to see you as well your father and I have missed you very much, and we don't mind giving you relationship advice just tell us what's wrong because I can tell that something is bothering you sweetie..

Right after I told my parents what happened and what I did last night they told me that everything is going to be right and that Jude and I should just talk it out because couples and marriages go through challenges and stuff like this sometimes no relationship is perfect and it's not always happy all the time my parents told me relationships has it happy, sad, mad, funny and loving moments and they also told me that it's very important that we always focus on the positive and sweet moments instead of the sad and mad ones and besides there is more loving, sweet and happy moments more than anything, right after took my parents advice they each gave me a hug and a kiss and after that I back on the road again my parents are right I need to apologize to Jude and talk this out with him because I'm just over reacting for no reason who knows Jordan might be a friend or a co worker..

When Connor returned back home we sit down and we talked about what happened and he did we both apologized to each other and just cuddled in each other's arms until we both fell asleep and after everything that we went through together we both have no regrets..