Jonnor One In A Million

Karma?

General POV

Lies are exposed and now relationships are put to the test who will past and who will fail?

Where do I go, every direction seems to be against the floor and who will I be what does it means to just being me? So tired of having to choose where I be and what I'm gonna do lost in confusion I feel like I'm loosing it all where do I go from here? With all this confusion now who's gonna break my fall, there's no one left to call nothing is clear where do I from here..

Did I let you down my good intentions never seem to come around and I have to believe that there's a answer I can see, I'm so tired of having to choose where I be and I'm gonna do, lost in confusion I feel like I'm loosing it all where do I go from here nothing is clear where do I go..

I can't tell what's up or down my head spinning all the time that I turn around there's another useless sign I wanna know which way I'm gonna go where do I go..

Oh my god how can she do this to me? I gave her the best years of my life and she throw our love away by kissing another woman I know that I've been edge lately about us moving in together and starting a future but what I did a few weeks ago I didn't mean anything by it like I take back all of the words that I said I had no idea that my words and actions would her I'm still in shock about this because hurting Daria was never my intention I'm just really stressed out and scared like she is I just hope that one day we can sit down like adults and just talk this out because I love and I miss her more than anything and what makes the day even more painful is that today is our anniversary I wanted to surprise her with a ring but now since we're not together I'll get that chance. I apologize for talking your head off Connor and Jude but thanks for listening because I can really use my friends right now..

No problem Taylor we'll always be here for you no matter what and even though that Daria did you wrong a mistake you can't hold that over her for the rest of y'all life's and I understand that both of y'all are scared and stressed out of taking that big step into y'all relationship but believe us when we say it's going to work it self out, nobody is perfect we all make mistakes and go through challenges in life and learn and grow from them and relationships are perfect either and the same thing goes for jobs, marriages, friendships etc.  Jude and I went through the same thing but that happened way before we moved in together I made a mistake by when I kissed Daria awhile back but in the end Jude and I put our differences to the side and we talked it out and we found our way back together and our relationship now is stronger than ever and that's all that matters..

*Knocks*

Thanks for the kind and lovely words Jude and Connor it really means a lot and you guys are right Daria and I will get through this together and wait a minute I'll be right back I heard someone knocking on the door just wait here..

Umm hey Daria I wasn't expecting you? I mean what's wrong.

Taylor I've missed you and I just wanted to talk if that's okay.

Yes sure please come in.

Ooh hey Daria it's good to see you it looks like y'all need to talk so we'll go and see you guys later come on Connor were going to be late for the poetry show..

Jude and I left the poetry show a few minutes earlier because we were both craving ice cream and our bed so we headed back to our place to watch some Netflix and eat some ice cream and cuddle on the bed while enjoying each other's company..

Taylor thanks for letting me come over and I just wanted to apologize for ending things like I did I was very scared and stressed out because our relationship seemed so good too be true and then when you wanted us to take that next step that's when I decided to act careless and selfish and on that night I went to a bar and I had a few drinks with some of our old friends from school and then it was really late so Victoria gave me a ride home because I was too drunk to get behind the wheel and when she dropped me off that's when I decided to thank her with a kiss but she stopped me and from moment on hours later I've had realized what I had done so when I was sober I took the bus and I went back to the bar and I got my car back then I drove myself back home, I'm sorry for rambling on but you are right kiss shouldn't of never happened I was wrong and being idiot I just wanted to apologize to Taylor because I never meant to hurt you that was never my intention I was just scared because before I went to that bar we had a huge disagreement about the future I should've just stayed and talked it over with you instead of walking out like I did but anyway thanks for listening and ohh before I go here's a anniversary gift for you it's a book that has all of ours pictures and moments right beside each photo..

I kissed Taylor forehead and I gave her a hug but before I could walk out she gave me that firmilar beautiful look and understood what she meant and without saying anything words we shared a embrace and it started with a hug then a kiss and as our tops begin to shead I stop myself I looked her in the eyes to make sure that this is okay and that she was sure and nodded her head and with that we went upstairs to recendle our relationship and I'm glad that we did..

Who's that person that keeps on calling Jude like this our relax time and they just keep on calling him, he told me not to worry about it but I can't it so when he went to use the bathroom that's when I decided to to check his phone and I see a lot of messages from this guy named Jordan and when he came back he kissed my forehead and went to sleep I wanted to join him but I couldn't so slept on the couch crying myself to sleep..