Jonnor One In A Million

Soulmates

General POV
While Connor is still healing up both him and Jude decided to write each other a letter about their journey as a person and together as a couple, they both take a look back into their lives and they look forward to the future ahead.

Connor POV
I'm almost completely finished with my healing a few weeks have passed ever since that incident and I'm just very happy that both Jude and I have made it and we are very lucky that we get to see another day because we put our family and friends through a really bad scare and we just hope that this doesn't happen again because me and my boyfriend want a future together and we want to grow old together and we are getting older and I do anything that I can to make sure that nobody will ever come between us again, Jude and I love each other and we will always be here for each other no matter what. Before I write the letter to the love of my life Jude I think I'm going to take nap before I begin.

Jude POV
Sometimes I still have bad dreams about what happened to me and Connor that night but that's the past and we're doing our best by focusing on our future, If you think about it I'm very grateful that me and Connor are still together because I don't know what I would do without him. We went through so much as individuals and a lot of things as a couple but that's only made us stronger, If we could live on this world twice I would do it all over again because I wouldn't trade Connor for anything or anybody that's how much I love him. *Yawn* Ohh geez I can't believe that it's only 10:00am I think I'm going to set this card to side make me some breakfast and take a nap afterwards because all of that thinking has made me hungry and tired.. I wonder what's taking Connor so long to respond to my text message maybe he might be taking a nap as well and if he is I don't blame him because we both stayed up all night last night just talking to on the phone and just talking about our memories together and remembering to good times that we had together. Okay let me get out of bed so I can make myself some breakfast, hum I think I'm going to another one of my favorites which is breakfast burritos, Connor taught me how to make them but we almost burned them because Connor kept on tickling me and hugging my waist, I'm not complaining it's a wonderful memory I just really miss my boyfriend.

Callie POV

I don't know what to do because they both mean the world to me and I don't what to risk them getting hurt, I feel really bad for what happened I know that it's not my fault but deep down inside it still hurts. I'm in a new relationship but I still have feelings for AJ and Brandon, I haven't been this torn before between two men in my life. And don't get me wrong I would ask Mariana for advice but I'm not going to because she's in the same situation that I am in.

General POV
The parents Stef, Lena, Jessica, Adam and Mike all decided to call the kids and to check up on them to see how they are doing and to also make future plans with them because it's a been awhile since they seen their kids, everyone is growing up and maturing basically. Some of them are graduating high school and going off to the college and while some of them are in their senior year and haven't decided on what they wanted to do yet. Most of the kids and their friends are still looking for apartments and other future things, nobody has gotten married yet and nobody is pregnant yet so we'll see what the future holds for their kids.

Jude POV
I've finally made it over to Connors house and I just wanted to make sure how's he doing you know regarding to his healing and everything, and he seems to be doing fine. I just love it when were like this, all cuddled up together in each other arms but in the back of my mind I can't help but wonder and worry about our future. I mean I love Connor unconditionally and I trust him with my life but sometimes I would have these dreams and these thoughts about us getting married and being happy and then everything gets ruined because I can't give Connor what he needs and that is a family. In the back of my mind I've always wanted to have a family and I'm very grateful for the fosters but I just wish that I could have one of my own you know have like a mini Jude running around the house and playing video games and making tacos and pancakes with, and have him paint my nails blue someone I can raise with Connor and teach them how to love, respect and support someone and for them to just be their own person and to find their way and make us proud. *sighs* How come I'm always the one that has second thoughts about our relationship and our future, Were getting older I need to stop doing that. Connor and I have come a long way in our relationship and I cannot mess up and besides I have nothing to worry about because deep down inside I know that we are going to be alright, nothing and no one is going to break us up not anymore, Because Connor and I are soulmates we love each other and that's all that matters right?

Connor POV
I see that Jude has fallen asleep in my arms but I get up to wash my face and use the bathroom and as I'm looking in the mirror I can't help but think that, me and Jude have been together for a longtime and sometimes we make up and break up. We're getting older but lately I've been having these feelings that we should take our relationship to next level but I don't think that he's ready yet, and I'm not pressuring him to sleep with me I just want us to become more serious and more happy because I've been walking on eggshells In our relationship and frankly I'm getting tired of it, something has got to change for better for the sake of our relationship and if not then I will cut ties with Jude. I don't know what's going on with Jude but I feel like I've lost a apart of my soulmate and I want him back!