Azil (True Love Series Book 4)

CHAPTER V: Different Personas

I love you, but I can't talk to them about us...

--------

Jameya, Jessie and I arrived at Nico's house at 9 PM. My mother's promise is not fulfilled again. She is not home, and I took that chance to party tonight and forget about her and Dad. My 'friends' started smoking and drinking. I just sat there with them and talked about random things all throughout the night. I only had a margarita then soda and nachos.

"So, this guy asked me if it would be okay if he kissed me.", Jessie shared with us her story about this college guy she met at a bar.

"What did you do?", Nico asked.

"Well, I'm attracted to him, so I gladly accept his offer. We kissed and had sex all night and the next day! Gosh, he's junk is so big! I want to meet up with him again next week!", Jessie said, and I winced in her choice of words.

"How about you, Ellie? Who's your latest guy now? Are you done with that college basketball player? Your suitors are so hot! Lend me your old toys okay?", Jameya asked me.

I cleared my throat. I don't know what to answer. I'm pretending that I'm like them just to be with ther clique. I was about to make another lie when someone interrupted us.

"Hello there fellow biatches! Oh wow, Nico! I never thought you'll invite a loser in your group!", said Evil Cassie that appeared out of nowhere.

"Oh, come on Cass! You only hate Ellie because she's more beautiful than you! She's one of my girls so stop hating her!", Nico said and let Cassie sit with us.

I grimaced. How dare him call me one of his girls?! I'm just with them because they're the popular ones and now I'm slowly regretting that I involved myself with them. Honestly, I don't want to go to this party tonight, but I still went so that they'll not be suspicious at me and Milena. I'm always a party-goer but then became instant friends with a girl not included in our inner circle. If I stopped being friends with them now, they will pry about my relationship with her because they saw us being close earlier. They could get us expelled from our school when they knew about our secret. After an hour, I excused myself for a bathroom break. When I went back to the living room, Only Cassie and Nico is there. Cassie is kneeling in front of Nico and doing God knows what! He's moaning so loud that I quickly turned my back away from them and went to look for the others. I opened one of the rooms and I saw Lan between Yessa's legs, his ugly ass exposed and pounding hard at her. Gosh! I need to wash my eyes with holy water! There's so much obscenity in one night! I ran outside and didn't bother to look for Jameya and Jessie anymore.

As I walked home, my phone vibrated. It was from the person I requested a favor to reserve the park for my date with Milena. I'm glad that we could have the place for ourselves tomorrow night. I'm so excited and nervous! I hope I could make it special for her. The next morning, I woke up early as usual. My siblings were intrigued to know who made me happier nowadays. If only I could tell them it's because of my one and only girl. I'm happily sprinting my way to school when I saw Milena with her suspicious best friend. My gut tells me that friend of hers is secretly in love with my girl! I was furious to see them having their playful banter. I interrupted them and Frincez tightened her embrace on my girl. I pulled my girl away and we went straight for the restroom.

I looked at her eyes and held her hands, "I am jealous. I am possessive. I am easily hurt. Yesterday, I didn't confront you. I am not sick yesterday! I didn't get enough sleep because of you! I'm mad because it felt like I'm the only one who remembered our first kiss! That's the reason why I didn't sleep well! Everytime I close my eyes, I remembered kissing you and my heart pumped erratically that made me awake all night! How about you? You didn't sleep well because of that stupid migraine of yours! I let you have your quick nap and didn't disturb you even our class started but that flirty substitute teacher woke you up! She could ignore you if she wanted to! But no! She took that chance to see you up close! And, that best friend of yours? I know she likes you more than a friend! Her stares are the same as mine! Sorry if I'm ranting too much now! I don't want you to think that I'm a nagging girlfriend, but I can't bottle up all these feelings inside! I wanted to punch someone! I wanted to hurt those bitches who flirts with you! I may be exaggerating, but you're so nice to everyone that you can't tell if they're taking advantage of you! You have girls swooning over you and you're not realizing it! I know that you already told me that you don't like them but..."

She stopped my ranting by kissing me passionately. Goodness gracious! I really head over heels with this girl!

Follow (press the ❤ )  AZIL on Dreame! https://www.dreame.com/novel/1972208.html

Daily Updates 3 PM PST