Our Child | Phan

Chapter 7 - Breakfast

After an hour of thinking about Dan and his feelings, Phil finally fell asleep. It's a sweet night filled with sweet dreams. When he wakes up, the sun isn't up yet. But the boy knows he won't be able to sleep more. So he gets up and go to the lounge. He plays a little on his computer before he hears Dil, crying in his bed. He go to the baby room and then remember. He remembers what he did and his cheeks start turning red. But he shakes his head and go to the baby.

Phil: Hey Dilly.

Phil takes the baby against his chest and slowly rocks him. Dil starts calming down.

Dan: Phil ?

Phil jumps and turns back to face his friend.

Phil: D-Dan, hi ! Did I woke you up ?
Dan: No, I wasn't sleeping and I heard Dil.

Phil nods. He smiles at his friend who is still standing in the doorway, looking at him.

Phil: Wanna take breakfast ?
Dan: Isn't it a little too soon ?
Phil: You wanna go back to bed ?
Dan: I want to stay with you and Dil.
Phil: We can do all of those things in once.
Dan: What do you mean ?
Phil: Breakfast in bed ?
Dan: Hell yeah.

The brown haired youtuber smiles and go to the kitchen, Phil right behind him. Dan takes two bowls and two cups and starts the youtubers breakfast​. Meanwhile, Phil takes a baby's bottle and do Dil's breakfast. When they're both done, they go to Phil's room. They all three go under the blanket and eat. No one is talking and once the breakfast done, Dil slowly starts to sleep again. Phil gently stroke Dil's hair and Dan is just looking at Phil. He didn't forget what Phil did and that moment is stuck in repeat mode in his head since. He knew already he had some strange feelings for his friend, but since that kiss, it just seems like they're growing up.
And he wants more.
So with no warning, he grabs Phil's head and kiss him again. And it feels so right. The older boy's lips are so sweet and tastes like cinnamon and vanilla. Completly lost in the wave of feelings that taking control of his mind, Dan doesn't notice at first that Phil started to kiss back. But when the boy takes control of the kiss and slips his tongue inside Dan's mouth, the youngest boy lets out a deep moan. But immediately regret it when Phil pushes him back. They are both breathless, and Dan is really confused. Phil seemed to enjoy it, so why did he pushes him away ? Like if he reads his mind, Phil answers that question.

Phil: Dil is here.

Dan smiles and looks into the other boy's eyes. His pupils are so dilated that they actually look dark.

Dan: I can offer you to go in my bedroom...
Phil: Dan...
Dan: Okay, too soon.
Phil: Probably. Dan, what does that mean ?
Dan: W-what ?
Phil: Why did you kiss me ?
Dan: Hey you did it first ! Don't blame me, I'm not the one with such tempting lips !
Phil: Actually, you are. But that's not the point. Did you... Kiss me just for fun ?
Dan: What ? Phil, no !
Phil: Then why ?
Dan: Because I... I think they were right.
Phil: Who ?
Dan: I'm fucking falling for you Philip Lester.

Dan hides his red face in the pillow, breathing deeply. He doesn't notice that Phil's face went so bright, a big smile tattooed on it. The black haired boy gently kiss Dan's cheek and whisper next to him.

Phil: I told you already Dan, but if you want to I can repeat. I-I really love you.

Those words sound like poetry to Dan's ears and the boy can't help himself but smiles and kiss Phil again.
After an hour of staring at each other, the sun is up and the boys get up. They let the child sleep and go to the lounge, to sit in front of their computer.

Phil: Dan ?
Dan: Hm ?
Phil: I think we should move out.
Dan: What ?!
Phil: We don't have enough storage, and Dil is growing up so fast ! Before we know, he'll ask if he can bring his friends at home, and we clearly don't have enough place.
Dan: Yeah...
Phil: And the apartment is falling apart.
Dan: True. So you want to move out of London ?
Phil: No, I like London. Just buying a bigger home.
Dan: Together ?
Phil: Do you plan on moving away from me ?
Dan: Hell no.

And with that, Dan kiss Phil. It's the fourth time they do it, but the feelings are the same. But once again, Phil pushes Dan back.

Phil: We may should agree on some things.
Dan: Like ?
Phil: Like, are we a couple ?
Dan: D-do you want us to be ?
Phil: Yes.
Dan: Then why are you even asking ? Of course we are a couple !

Phil giggles and Dan's smile get bigger.

Phil: And then... What about the Phans ?
Dan: Well... I prefer if we wait. I don't want now it's too soon. Maybe one day.
Phil: Sure.
Dan: You're okay with that ?
Phil: Of course Dan. I don't want to do it now either actually.

The boys smile at each other.

Dan: We're so cheesy
Phil: Yes we are.

They giggle and go back to what they were doing.

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This fiction is so cheesy, I'm gonna end up lactose intolerant.