Complicated DanXreader

Chapter 1

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This is my first fanfic like this so please be patient with how bad it is going to be.
Before we get started:
Y/N= your name
BF/N= best friends name
A/N= authors note
YT/N= YouTubename
Enjoy!

"I'm sorry, Y/N. It's not you, it is me", Phil said with tears in his eyes. You tried to take a deep breath and stop the tears that where forming in your own eyes.

"Why though, Phil? I have the right to know" you said, your voice trembling. You had been together for three years. It was just a few days until you would have celebrated the anniversary of you sort of moving into Dan and Phil's apartment.
He swallowed. "I fell in love with someone else, and.. and it's not right to you"

You felt jealousy raging trough your body, but tried to stay calm. "Who?"
He gulped. "It's BF/N"

You almost fainted. He was in love with your best friend? But she was dating someone else, they were probably going to be engaged soon. She didn't like Phil that way.

"But she..."

"I know she doesn't like me like that, but it is not fair to you if I pretend to love you like that. I don't want to do that to you. I hope we can still be friends though" Phil said.

"Yeah, I hope so too" You said, not really sure that you really meant it, and turned around. You slammed the door open and grabbed some of your stuff on your way out of the apartment. "Y/N!" Phil shouted after you, but you didn't care. When you had gone down all the stairs and were almost at the door, you bumped into Dan, who had a bunch of shopping-bags in his hands.

"Y/N" Dan smiled, but got a worried look on his face when he saw that you were crying. "What's wrong?", he asked.

"Oh, nothing. Phil just broke up with me because he's in love with BF/N. Life couldn't be better. But he still wants to be friends. That's going to make everything better!" you almost screamed.

Dan put down the shopping-bags to be able to hug you. You sobbed, but tried to dry your eyes (with little success). After awhile he reached down to grab something from one of the bags.

"I was going to give you this on Friday, but... yeah" he said awkwardly and handed you a book. You stared at it. It was one you had wanted to get forever, but never had the time to pick it up. It was by one of your favorite authors, and was really big.
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If you don't read (gasps dramatically) you can just imagine it as a video-game. If you don't play those... then I don't know what to tell you. Imagine it as... I don't know, whatever you want.

"What, Dan you didn't have too..." you started before you felt tears rise again. Stop it! you thought angrily to yourself.

"It was for the sorta- moving in- anniversary but.."
You hugged him one last time, until you felt that you needed to get out of their house, otherwise you would panic.

"Bye, Dan" you said.

"Bye, Y/N"
Then you went home where you almost collapsed on the sofa. In that moment, you hated Phil for taking away your strength to do anything.

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I hope that you didn't think that it was too bad. I'm not really pleased with this chapter, but like... you have to start somewhere. The chapters will get better, I promise. (And hope haha ha...) No, but seriously. I will try to update when I can, but I have school, and it is the month before the summer-holiday so I can't promise that it will be regularly. And I'm lazy too sooooo....
/Sofia