Find Your Heart (a Liam Payne fanfic)

Chapter 5

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hehe so um i sorta havent updated in about 2 months....yeah sorry bout that...a lot has happened in those two months like me moving to england and starting boarding school! Its pretty damn good i guess some of the girls are kinda cows but still...btw this may be the crappiest chapter in the world since im writing it at 2 am in the morning but hopefully i will be a lot better with updates now and stuff sp yeah....i dont have a schedule i just update when i have free time so like the weekend....anyways enough of my blabbing...here is CHAPTER 5

It was Liam, with Louis just behind him panting. I still couldn't get over Liam, he was just beautiful. There wasn't really any other way to describe him. His brown eyes that I could so easily get lost in, his smile that made my heart flutter, his bu- KAI SNAP OUT OF IT! I'd only just met this guy and I definetely wasnt over Nathan yet.  I had built a wall around my heart and no one- not even Liam Perfection Payne- could get through it. 

"Kai, love are you ok?" He said, smiling down at me. I just scowled and mumbled a few colourful words under my breath.

"Yeah, no thanks to you." I know I was being harsh but his niceness was slightly starting to get on my nerves. Why couldn't he be a dickhead, that'd make it easier for me to hate him.

"Bitch." Louis coughed under his breath. I just got up, walked over to him and slapped him. Right across the face. You know in movies, when someone gets slapped, their face turns right to the side? Yeah that happened. I walked away, quite pleased with myself. Louis was cradling his cheek and Liam was just staring at me walking away. I found Dougies dressing room and waiting for him to finish the concert. When he finally came back I explained the whole thing to him. I thought he would understand but obviously he didn't. 

"Kai Noelle Poynter, first of all why are you sticking up for that douchebag Nathan? I can't believe you would slap Louis as well, I have to admit he shouldn't of called you a bitch but he was just sticking up for his friend. I want you to go find him straight away and apoligize" He said in a really demanding voice. Is he serious right now?

"Right so basically what your saying is that its okay for Louis to call be a bitch if hes sticking up for his friend but its not okay for me to slap him for calling me that and its not okay for me to stick up for my boyfriend? Seriously Dougie, you need to get your head sorted out right now." I was starting to get slightly pissed off now. Why was he sticking up for Louis and not me? I may of raised my voice slightly because the rest of the Mcfly and One Direction boys had come in by now. 

"Kai, he forgot your anniversary, he's ditched you multiple times for work and his friends, he cheated on you-" Dougie suddenly stopped, putting his hand over his mouth. I could hear the guys gasp around me. He obviously wasn't meant to say that. He must be lying, otherwise he would of told me. Nathan would never do that to me. But there was that time when he was acting kind of weird for about 2 months.

"What did you just say Dougie? WHY WOULDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS?" I was really shouting now. Someone tried to pull me back but I just jerked away. I was so angry at him.

"Kai, I was trying to be a good brother"

"A GOOD BROTHER? WELL YOU DID A GREAT FUCKING JOB OF THAT DIDN'T YOU?" 

"I only found out after you two had broken up an-"

"WE HAVEN'T BROKEN UP"

"Okay, I mean when you two started your break and I didn't want to cause you more pain by telling you so I thought I would just let it go. I'm sorry Kai."

"WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO DO IF WE GOT BACK TOGETHER AGAIN DOUGIE, HMM? WERE YOU JUST GONNA LET IT GO? You know what Dougie? I actually hate you right now." I never said I hated something, ever. Dougie knew this. I saw his face drop but I didn't care right now. I just ran out of the room and straight onto the tour bus and into my room. I was so angry right now. I threw stuff, punched stuff, screamed stuff anything to get my anger out. I called Nathan

"Hey Kai, whats up?" He sounded slightly out of breath and nervous. 

"Who was it and for how long?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't bullshit me Nate. You know what I'm talking about. So just fucking tell me."

"Madilyn and since our six month anniversary until now."

"You know what Nathan, fuck you. Go ahead and fuck Madilyn all you want. I hope she cheats on you, which she most likely already has, knowing her reputation. There is no break, we're over. Fuck off. Bye." I hung up and threw my phone against the door, crying into my pillow. This whole situation was shit. I heard a knocking on my door and the bed sinking down. I could tell it was Danny by his cologne. He just hugged me and whispered comforting words into my ears, calming me down. He knew when to not ask what was wrong and to just hug me. To some people this may seem romantic but Danny is pratically my brother, that'd be weird. Once I had finally calmed down, I felt as though I should talk to him.

"He cheated on me, I asked him. For 6 months, with Madilyn." My voice was practically a whisper, coming out really croaky.

"Oh Kai, bubba, no one deserves that, espicially not you." I could hear the sincerity in his voice, he had been cheated on I remember helping him get through it like he was with me now. 

"Why did he do it then, Danny, I just want to know." My voice started cracking up again.

"Maybe it was meant to be, so you can meet someone who will treat you so much better than him."

"yeah. Thank you Danny, I just needed to talk to someone."

"Don't worry, babe, I'm always here for you okay? now you need to go apoligize to your brother, he was in tears when you left. I know what he did was a dickish move but still." I just glared at him and he knew that it was too soon. I'm not apoligizing to him for a long time. Maybe never. Danny walked out and I started to think about my life. Why was I even on this tour? I'm 19 and I'm relying on my brother and his friends to look after me and fix my heartbreak. I should be out living life, experiencing things, falling in and out of love, working. I had never worked, unless you counted work experience which I did with Dougie and helped him write songs which was what I do for fun. I knew I had to get away. Where to though? I loved London. Dougie didn't know how much I loved it so that was good. I started to pack up all the necessities being as quiet as possible. I had a bank account with enough money to buy me a flat, a car, a new passport and anything else I needed. I went online and transfered all my money into my emergency account that nobody knew I had. I then cut off my old one so Dougie couldn't find it. If your wondering about my parents, I doubt they'll care anyways. I made a list of things I'd need to do first:

1. Change my name

2. Get my hair changed.

3. Buy a house and car.

Once I was ready, I checked that no one was there. Well, it was 2 in the morning, I would be a bit suprised if someone was. I ran down the corridor with my bag and out the door. I was free. I hailed down a taxi and jumped in.

"where to love?" He asked, he was quite young, early 20s maybe and EXTREMELY good looking. He had blonde shaggy hair and brownish greenish eyes. (a/n think of him as Alex Pettyfer in wild child...i swear i always put Alex Pettyfer into my stories somehow...)

"Umm I don't mind, any hotel in the centre of London." 

"That'll be quite expensize, theres one thats about 10 minutes away, pretty cheap as well."

"No!" I said abruptly, he seemed really startled. "Its fine I have the money" I smiled at him. We chatted for the whole ride, he said his name was Jonathan and he was 19, the same age as me. His mum was ill so he had to try and drive as much a possible to save up money to feed his whole family. He had 4 younger sisters and 3 younger brothers. He seemed so happy about his family, telling me all about their personalities. 

"So whats your name?" I smiled and told him the name I thought of before I left.

"Scarlett Lillian Adley"

a/n THERE WE GO OMG OMG OMG IF YOU HAVENT GOTTEN IT YET SHES RUN AWAY TO LONDON AND SHE IS NOW SCARLETT LILLIAN ADLEY! I LOVE THE NAME LILLIAN LOTTIE IN JUST IN TIME HAS THAT MIDDLE NAME AS WELL AT FIRST I MAY HAVE GIVEN THIS CHARACTER THE EXACT SAME NAME THEN REALISED OH SHIT :3 ANYWAYS HOPE YOU LIKED THAT I KNOW ITS KINDA SHORT BUT I SHOULD HOPEFULLY BE UPDATING MORE OFTEN AND SORRY FOR ALL THE SPELLING MISTAKES I DONT HAVE SPELL CHECK ATM

LOVE YOU GUYS!

Holly xoxo