Find Your Heart (a Liam Payne fanfic)

Chapter 6

a/n this is probably the crappest and shortest chapter ever since its like 10 at night and ive been at school all week and its been a crap week but hopefully next week will be better and ill have better updates...im seeing my best friend tommorow so ill clear all my thoughts out and hopefully write a way better chapter on sunday night :D

Chapter 6

(1 Year Later)

I still had Move by Little Mix as my alarm clock but that was pretty much all that was left of my old life. Kai Noelle Poynter had been kicked out and Scarlett Lillian Adley had taken over. At the beginning it was hard but I had Jonathan to help me through it. Yep, Jonathan, the taxi driver who drove me away from tour was now my best friend. We live together in his small flat. Its super cosy and I love it. He's gay so there's nothing going on between us. I love him though, his ways of helping me when I felt down, his hilarious stories that he always tells me and the fact that he has helped me through so much. I told him the truth in the taxi that night. He understood why I did it and helped me sort everything out. I changed my hair, my style, my personality everything. I was now had straight brown hair instead of wavy blonde hair and my style was a lot more laidback now, I barely put any effort into my looks and that was how I liked it. Not being judged by the world, not having to worry about being spotted by papparzi when I went to the shops, it was perfect. Of course there were times when I missed Dougie and the boys but then I just looked at how happy they were on tour and realised they didn't need me. They had tried to find me at first but they couldn't. I was hidden in the centre of London, in a small flat with a taxi driver who helped me escape. And there was nothing they could do about that. 

I dragged myself out of bed like I do every morning, shoved some random clothes on and trudged out to work.

"BYE JONATHANNNNNNNN" I pretty much paid for our flat as Jonathan had to help his mum and family. I didn't mind at all, I have enough money. I worked as well so that helped with the income. I was a nursery teacher. I absouletely loved it! The kids here were adorable and so lovely. It was Monday and apperently we were having a new kid coming. I couldn't wait they're all so cute! I was driving in my little red mini with the radio on. I wasn't really listening until I heard the presenter say the words 'message' and 'mcfly'.

"Hey, its been exactly a year today since my little sister and best friend Kai disapperead. I know its partly my fault she went because I did something horrible to her and I'll never forgive myself. She's 20 now and I just wanted to say I miss you Kai. I know it was too much pressure for you, the paparazzi, the fans, everything and I know you were feeling suffocated. I apperciate that and I just hope your okay and enjoying your life. Love you baby sis." His voice cracked up towards the end and I felt a tug on my heart. I never knew Dougie felt like that, he seemed so happy. But then again so did I. Why the hell did I do that to him. 

He could've just been putting that on for the press to make himself seem better. You don't actually think he misses you do you? You were just dead weight for him. For all of them. Your better off like this, with Jonathan. Get over it, stop being so bloody pathetic, its been a year.

I belived the voice inside my head. I knew I shouldn't but I did. I went to work that day with my head held high, the worrying thoughts pushed out and I was ready to let go of everything.

yay! haha anyways i might actually get another chapter done tonight! who do you think that the new babyll be?!?!?!?? leave your guesses in the comments :) Scarlett is played by Lily Collins cause shes perf :3 and also her hair is perfect for the character :P 

Love you guys!

Holly xoxoxox