Find Your Heart (a Liam Payne fanfic)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

I seriously had to get home and tell Jonathan about this. I shut up the nursery, got in my car and drove back. On the way, I text Jonathan.

Scarlett: Get the chick flicks and junk food ready, mate, i have a hell of a story to tell you and i definetley need some best friend therapy"

Jonathan: "OH YAY DRAMA! I love drama!

Scarlett: "then get ready cause this is gonna blow your socks off my friend."

Jonathan: "im getting the ben and jerrys"

I chuckled quietly to myself. he never failed to cheer me up. As soon as I got in the flat, I was greeted by silence. The people who I seriously hoped I'd never ever have to see again were sitting on my sofa, Jonathan sitting next to them. Dougie Poynter, Danny Jones, Tom Fletcher and Harry Judd. In other words the four members of Mcfly. Or my brother and best friends. I decieded to do what I'd done at the nursery and just pretend I had no idea who the hell they were.

"Hey Jonathan, who are these people and what are they doing in our flat? " Time for bullshiting. 

"Cut the shit, Kai." Harry seemed extremely pissed off whereas the others seemed upset, confused and suprised. 

"Um, I'm sorry. My names Scarlett, I don't know anyone called Kai. Can you please leave, I've had a long day and I don't like strangers in my house." yeah my sassyness was slightly starting to come through. This really wasn't a good time for me to be sassy though.

"Kai, why would you do this? I thought you were dead or you'd been kidnapped. " Dougie couldn't break through me this easily.

"I'm really sorry, but I seriously don't know what you're talking about. I hope you find this Kai person as she seems to mean a lot to you." I just gave them a small smile as they stood up and started to walk out.

"Yeah she does mean a lot to me. I hoped I'd found her today but obviously not. Sorry for wasting your time Scarlett. Bye." Dougie looked like he was about to cry. I looked at Jonathan and he just nodded at me, telling me to go run after him. I contemplated it in my mind. Should I? I had spent this whole year trying to build up a new life for myself. If I ran after them would I be able to keep a normal life? I looked out of the window, but they were gone. I didn't really mind though. I loved my life at the moment and I wouldn't change it for anything. Of course I missed Dougie and the boys but still. I explained the whole thing that had happened at pick up time to Jonathan and he was so suprised for the whole time. We sat down and watched Titanic, City Of Bones and The Incredibles. We were half way through The Incredibles when Jonathan turned to me.

"um Scar?" He seemed extremely nervous for some strange reason.

"Yeah?" 

"Well Dougie left his phone number and the boys phone numbers with me, if you want to give them a call in the morning. I think you should..." He looked at me warily. I started thinking through all of the pros and cons

pros:

~get my brother back

~get my best friends back

~enjoy my old life

cons:

~possibly lose contact with Jonathan and Mack

~not be able to walk out of my house without being spotted by fans or papparazi

~have to deal with hate

I seriously couldn't decide. I thought I would just sleep on it and then answer in the morning. I told Jonathan this and went to get ready for bed.  'today has been too drama filled' I thought as I drifted off to sleep.

(next morning) 

I woke up with a note stuck on my phone with the boys numbers on it. There was a knocking on the door and I went to answer it. It was Dougie and the boys. I thought back to the time when me and Nathan had gone on our break and Dougie and the others all came round pretty much everyday to help me. I shook my head to get the memory out of my head.

"hey, sorry what are you doing here?" why were they here again, I thought I'd already told them to go away. Dougie started to talk.

"Kai, just let me speak please. I miss you so much, so does everyone else. I know it was probably my fault that you left but just hear me out here. I didn't tell you about Nate cheating because I knew that you would find someone else on tour, hopefully one of the One Direction boys, and start dating them instead of that douchebag. He hurt you Kai and I just wanted to protect you. You wrote in that letter that you were feeling suffocated, that you just wanted to live your life and I respect that. You were 19, but your 20 now and hopefully thinking a bit more rationally. So Kai can you please just tell me whether you miss me as much as I hoped you do? we can start this over again and have as good a relationship as we did before." His eyes started to water again towards the end and I had no choice but to engulf him in a massive hug. 

"Doug, I miss you and I'm coming home."

a/n AWEEEEE! ITS SUCH A CUTE ENDING! lol jks im not ending it here :P get ready for me to blow your little sockies off with my ideas :P hehe of course I dont have ideas, who do you take me for, an organized writer?!?!?! i dont have word on my new laptop so sorry for the millions of spelling mistakes in this chapter...hope your all having a good week so far and that monday wasnt too bad. i pray for you all

Love you guys!

Holly xooxoxx

p.s. picture of mcfly on the side because they are awesome and perf --------------->