Falling in love with carter reynolds

Chapter 15

"Hey the boys told me you were back but i didn't believe them!" Carter smiled as I stood up and hugged him.

"Yeah. But I'm leaving at six cause my mom thinks I'm home and she's coming home tomorrow morning at eight." I giggled wiping away my un noticeable puffy red eyes.

"Oh." He frowned.

"Hey we have tonight or an hour." I said looking at the time 1:45.

"Yeah I'm actually like wicked tired. Hey nash told me that you and Cameron are cousins?" He questioned,

"True fact. It needed up being that I am adopted. Should've known none of my parents had this crazy red hair and freckles." I said picking up my braiding and letting it go.

"Are you gonna meet your biological parents?" He questioned.

"Um I don't know I need to talk to my adopted mom. She doesn't know that I know yet." I said biting my lip.

"Oh. And please don't bite your lip it makes you more attractive and I'm trying to be strong about not kissing you right now."

I laughed nervously.

Cameron walked thought the door at just the right time.

"Aye carter, matts looking for you." cameron said leaning up against the crutches.

Carter looked at me and walked out the door.

"You can't tell him Jess." He said once the door shut.

Carter's POV

After I walked out the door I closed it and listened through it.

"You can't tell him Jess," Cameron said.

Wait tell who what.

Him as in me?

What was Jess hiding.

"Dude over here!" Matt motioned me over. I ran over to him ignoring what I heard.

Jess's POV

"Cameron I have an issue." I said with some sort of sympathetic look in my eyes.

"Damn it you like nash and carter don't you.." He said rolling his eyes.

"I'm trying to figure that out. It just that I can be myself around nash and I love carter."

"Jess I'm telling you this Carter will love you better than Nash. Nash he's difficult it's going to be difficult to deal with but you just need to get over Nash and Carter. Your leaving tomorrow and we will never see you again."

"Cameron I want to meet my biological parents." I blurted out.

"I figured you'd say that." He smirked.

"Cameron I don't know what to say to my mom cause what if I want to stay. What if I want to be able to see you more often and I end up loving them. What am I even saying they gave me up they don't want me." I cried falling down onto the bed.

"Jess they had no choice. When I was five and found out I was gonna be having a new cousin I was so excited. We went to the hospital to see my aunt in tears and my uncle screaming at the child protective service. My aunt and uncle didn't have the money to raise a child so they had to give you up to the canfirds." He explained sitting next to me.

I sighed.

"I'm tired I should probably go tell the boys goodnight. You know long drive tomorrow. Never seeing my second family is gonna be hard you know?"

He nodded as I helped him up and walked out of the room.

All of the boys were outside playing stupid games but no sight of Hayes and Lauren. Hmm where could they be? (Lmfao for you right now Lauren)

"Goodnight guys." I said hugging them. I hugged Matt then the jacks then aaron (gives the best hugs btw) Jacob, and then nash. I mean like yeah it was a pretty awkward hug. I kissed my Bestfriend three hours ago no not weird at all. Then I hugged shawn by his black guitar. Of course I then went to carter. "Goodnight beautiful." He said kissing my cheeks. My cheeks blushed as I yawned and un did my hug from him.

"Goodnight Cameron," I said hugging him.

"Aye tell Lauren and Hayes to keep it 300 and I said love ya." I said walking into the hotel room. They all laughed as I closed the door and plopped down onto the bed.

Six am came fast. And five hours of sleep did not help lemme just say that.

I looked over to see Lauren passed out asleep.

Awh. I wrote a little note telling her how I left and I'd miss her for life.

I got out to the hotel and pulled out of the parking lot.

I already missed the boys. After the second time leaving them it got to me. I'd never in my life see my biological cousin again. I would never see Nash again. I would never see Jack and Jack. I'd never see my best friend matt. I'd never hear shawn sing. I would never be able to tell carter how much I loved him. I would never tell Lauren and Hayes how much I shipped layes. I would never be able to tell Aaron how much he meant to me. and I will never be able to tell Taylor how much laughter he put into my weekend.

It was just two much and it broke me down.

And I cried and cried.

Until I saw the exit for salemsburg Pennsylvania were my life would be going back to normal.