Twilight- The White Wolf

A Fight

  My truck had surprisingly good mialege, therefore we only had to stop once, in Olympia, so we got there by 6:45. The car ride was a bit awkward at first, but I told Jake to just quit the small talk and be normal. He laughed, and resumed normal Jacoby-ness.

  We just got to Seattle and are heading to the mysterious resteraunt. He won't tell me where we are going. We continue to drive, further than I would have origianly expected. We even passed the resteraunt I went to with 'Him'. It caught me realy off gaurd, and the rush of memories almost made me cry. I bit my lip and held back, though, as I didnt want Jacob to see me cry over 'Him'.

 "Are we almost there?" I complain loudly.

 "Be patient, Bella," Is all he says to this. We finally arrive to a very fancy and up classy resteraunt. Jake has outdone his self. I flush bright red.

 "You didnt have to take me somewhere so fancy,"  I say sheepishly.                              

 "Yes, I did," he says simply. He gets out, walks around, opens my door, stretches his hand out, and says, "Shall we?"
I push his arm out of the way and thunk him in the head.

  "Stop being so formal!" I exclaim and get out myself, and we both die laughing.

 "Sorry," he replies, and, of course, I blush.

 "Lets just go eat, I'm hungry," I laugh.

  We walk in and sit down, nothing unusual. Most of the night goes on uneventful, surprisingly pleasent. Jake tries to act all formal a few times, and that is kind of annoying. I think about how easy it would be to just try to move on and be happy with jacob most of the night, too.

  By the time we are ready for the bill, my face was finally fading from the bright red it had been all night. The waitress comes in and hands Jake the bill, looking at me quizzickly, for no reason that I could tell. Jake looks at me.

 "You ready to go?" he asks. Red tinges my vision on i feel a white hot rage fill me. There is no reason for my rage, it just is.

 "You know what, just get out of here, get out of my face!" I yell at him angrily, and the other people in the restraunt turn to stare.

 "Bella, calm down, whats wrong?" he asks very calmly. This just makes me angrier.

 "Your whats wrong, you stupid, heartless, m..." I dont get to finish because he puts his hand over my mouth. Everyone is staring now.

"Maybe we should go outside outside." With that he scoops me up into his arms and walks out the door. Once I am back on my feet I bite down on his hand as hard as I possibly can. He actually winces at this, and jerks his hand away.

 "Oh, that hurts, huh? Want to see what else I can do?" I yell at him, loud as ever. I dont know why I am angry, but I feel, at this very moment, an unexplicable rage toward Jacob Black. I want to hurt him.

 "Bella please, calm down, what did I do?"  this time slighty panicked.

 "AAAAAUUUUUURRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs. I jump at him, aiming to tackle him, if I can.

 "Bella, please, please, stop tell me what's wrong!" He is pleading now. He grabs my shoulders to hold me back. This makes me angrier for a moment, anad then a calm washes over me.  What am I doing?

 "I'm sorry, I am so sorry! I-I don't know what came over me. I have to get out of here Jake, I have to go, Im Sorry!" I almost start crying.
 
  I run to my truck, rev the engine, and floor it. Of course Jake can get home, so I'm not worried about him, I'm worried about me! I just dont know what came over me! I need to go home and be able to think.