It was rude of me, and I'm sorry. I didn't even put a vent warning.
I can't say who it is because they are very much on here.
I hurt them once.
I lashed out because I was so, so jealous of them. I thought it was because thy had hurt Dimension, but it was for my own selfish jealousy.
I tried to apologize, but they understandably had blocked me.
I regret what I did to this day. I don't deserve to still be so happy and have so much when I was so cruel.
It's part of the reason I went on hiatus.
I can't say who she is, but I'll give her a code name. I'm guessing maaaaybe a few people will remember a rant I've since deleted, and connect the dots (I'm 99% sure Dimension will know). I'm just gonna call her... Sweet.
Sweet is my age, my gender. She lives in the same city I do. I've met her once, way before either of us got Wattpad.
She's got the art skills of a GOD.
The writing skills of a GOD.
A living. Mary. Sue. But OP in the way that everyone loves her.
Even Sweet's old works are a million times better than anything I could hope to imagine.
She's actually the main reason I draw. I draw and draw and draw so one day I'll maybe be as good as her but I WON'T.
And next year...
I'll probably see her every week day.
Because I can only assume she goes to the school I'm switching to.
And I'm just so pathetic in comparison.
But thank you for your kind words on the last part, all of you. You guys are amazing.
