Careless thoughts

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Most of the time Samuel thought to himself but occasionally put his mind to paper. These were one of those times where he decided to write his thoughts. A few pages filled with his thoughts. A few pages he would probably throw away once George got back so he couldn't see. After looking back over his thoughts he realized that most of them were about George. Oddly enough he never really remembered thinking about him so much.

He decided to read over since it's the only time he's going to be able to. Samuel took a look at the jumbled words and started from when George began being mentioned 'I'm so frustrated with this. Why can't George just leave with his stupidly perfect hair and that stupidly perfect smile he always seems to have on. It annoys me how stubborn he his! He doesn't even realize how gay I act for him. I'M NOT GAY THOUGH [...]' the rest of that was him babbling about how homosexuality was against gods word. Samuel was blushing a crimson like color after reading what he put.

How can someone write something so openly admitting their love for someone and not even notice? As he stared out of the window at the gray trees outside the dormitory, he realized that maybe he should tell George how he feels. The boy was too afraid of being rejected though and debated for a bit on wether he should or not. Hearing the door to the dorm open, Samuel tore out the paper and threw it away before yelling to his roommate "Hey! How was the class?" Samuel got up and walked out of his room.

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