Knee deep in my heart

Bonfire II

Sophia
It felt good to have Nickys arm around me. "Why didn't he answer my message Nico." "I don't know Sophia." I cried. "Hey don't cry. We're here to have fun." "Sorry, I think I'll go home now." "But why?" "I thought he likes me." "Shane?" I nodded. "Sophia believe me he really likes you. I'll tell you something now. I'll risk that he'll kill me, but I'll tell it you now." "What?" "In November before we got your application, it was the Saturday before, we were in a pub in Dublin." "I know. I was there with nmy brother. Someone told us too late that you've been there." "At this day Shane was really down. And then he saw you. I said him to go to you,  but he thought your brother is your boyfriend." "And then?" "On the next morning we went to the pub and ask the guy on the bar if he knows you. He could say us your first name, but Shane didn't want that the guy tell you about him.That he ask you for your name and adress.  But he wanted to see you again." "So you decided you for me, only because Shane wanted to see me again?" "No Sophia. He saw your picture on the application and he was happy and couldn't believe it. But we got five applications and choosed the two best. Believe me." "I miss him Nico. I want him here on my side." "Tell him what you're feeling." "Sophia, are you okay?", Kian asked. "Yes Ki, can I have your guitar?" "Sure, can you play?" "Yes, I learned it when I was five. I didn't play since a few years. But I'll try." I played "You raise me up" and the lads and Georgina listened to it. "You're playing really good." "Thanks Ki." "It's late now. I'll go home to Jodi and Koa." "Bye Kian, good night." "Yes, I'll go home too guys.", Mark said. "Bye Marky. Good night." We sat there till the fire was out. Georgina, Nicky, Patrick and me.

Shane
I caught her out red handed. Who was this guy? She didn't tell us about him. But I couldn't stay longer at the beach. I would ask her on Thursday. I only wanted to lie in my bed now and be alone.

Sophia
On Wednesday I tried to call Shane, but he didn't react. I wrote a message. I miss you. Please call me. Sophia. I got no reaction. On Thursday the lads picked me up very early with the tourbus. "Good morning Sophia.", Kian said. "Good morning guys."  I sat me next to Nicky. Shane looked at me. After a while he looked at me again. "Sophia, didn't you talk with Shane yesterday?", Nicky asked. I shoked my head. "He didn't react." "Excuse me please.", Nicky got up from his seat and sat next to Shane.

Shane
"Shane,  is it true that you didn't react to her calls and messages?" I nodded. "But why?" "Why should I when she's dating other lads." "Other lads? Oh you mean Patrick?! Did you see her with him?" I said nothing. "Shane you're jealious for nothing. Patrick is her old school friend. He's not interested in her. "Are you sure?" "Yes, ask Mark." "Why Mark?" "Patrick is interested in Marky. He's gay."  I looked at Nicky. "I'm an idiot." "No, you're in love buddy. Shane she cried yesterday. She really likes you." "I'll talk to her later." "Later?" "When we're in London." "Shane don't wait to long."

Sophia
Nicky sat hisself next to me again. "No sorrows Sophia. Shane saw you with Parick. He was jealious." "That's why he didn't react?" "Yes." "We're at Dublin airport guys.", Louis said. We got all out of the bus. We went straight to the check in and through the control to the terminal. In the plane I sat next to Nicky and next to him Shane. He didn't talk much. Tears run down my cheeck. Nicky saw it and dried them with his fingers. At London airport we had to be fast and drove directly to the TV show. I got out of the taxi bus and Shane was behind me. "Sophia.Can we talk please?" I nodded. We went in his cabin. Every cabin had a massage table. My stomatch flattered with the thoughts that I had to massage his body later. He sat on the massage table. "Sophia come to me.", he took my hand. "I'm sorry." "You have been jealious?" "Did Nico tell you that?" I nodded. We were face to face now. I could feel his breathe. He stroked over my cheeck. "Oh Shane.", I sighed quietly. In the moment our lips were close he pushed me softly away.

Shane
I felt her lips close to mine. I had to stopp it. I wouldn't only kiss her yet. My body wanted more. I pushed her softly away and got up. "Sophia. I cannot do this now." "But why?" I stroked her over her hair. "I have rules?" "Which rules?" "That I don't kiss the woman before the first date." "Can you break the rules?" He smiled.  "No." "Can I break the rules?" "No, I'm sorry." "And a kiss on your cheeck? Is it allowed?" "I think so." I kissed his cheeck. "And now I have to wait till a date?" "Would you date me?" I smiled and nodded. "We're here for a week. The calendar is full. I would like to date you next week on Saturday." "You'll let me wait till next week?" I smiled. "Yes."
Finally I had my date. Worth the time.

Sophia
I kissed his cheeck. His skin felt so good. And I would have a date. I couldn't wait to kiss him. I had to wait more than a week. But worth the time.