Knee deep in my heart

Lazy Westlife Saturday

We started at the afternoon with watching Westlife DVDs. Juli sat on my side on the sofa. "So please tell me more about this advertisement before we start to watch the DVD." "They write it's a job as physiotherapist for a band from January till the last June next year. You know that the Westlife Farwewell tour will end in June." "Yes, tickets are on sale next Friday.", Juli smiled. "We'll go to both Croke Park shows.", Steven said. "I'll go too. That's a must have.", Juli said. "Can you remember us 13 years ago?" "Oh sure Sophia. And we bet that to kiss Shane is like chocolate ice.", she laughed. My brother laughed. "You did what? So sisterheart you could find it out soon." "Steven, we don't know which band it is and Shane will not kiss me. If it's Westlife I'm the physiotherapist for six month and not more." "You should believe in yourself Sophia. Let's start with the "Turnaround Tour" from 2004." It was like my brother said. I sighed when I saw Shane and counted with Juli how much we saw his tounge. "Girls.", Steven laughed and shoked his head. "This part is so hot.", I said and looked at Juli. "Oh yes. That was one of my faveorite tour." "Pschhh... I want to listen to the songs." "Steven look at them....the imagination to massage this body give me a shiver." "Your application will arrive at Monday or Tuesday I think. In six weeks it's christmas. I think you'll get an answer in two or three weeks."
"Don't remember me. They have the best physiotherapists." "You're the best I know Sophia." "Be quiet now. I love this version of "Tonight".", Juli said and sighed. "I want to be this girl", I said when the lads sung "My Love" for a fan on stage. "I need a toilet break.", Juli said. "Steven?" "Yes?" "You're looking at her the whole time. Ask her for a date?" "Are you crazy?" "Oh common. You like her." "Let's watch the "Number Ones Tour" now." "Ok, but I would like to go to our pub later." "Ok, after the DVD." "So I'm back.", Juli smiled and looked at my brother. "We're watching the next now and then we want to go to our pub.", I said. "The O'Neils pub?" "Yes Juli." "Thst's great. I'll come with you. I've heard there's good music tonight." "Tomorrow is the Westlife show. To bad that we didn't get tickets.", I said sadly. "Maybe they are in the pub?" "Who Juli?" "Westlife." "Sure not.", I laughed. "Ladies the DVD starts."
After watching the two DVDs we went to Dublin city which was not far away from our appartment. "Let's eat something from McDonald's or Pizza Hut on the way.", Steven said. "Good idea, I'm hungry.", I smiled. When we arrived at the pub it was full of people there. "Look there is a little table for three girls. I'll go to the bar and bring some drinks." "Juli, do you like my brother?" "Are you crazy?" "He said the same.", I laughed. "He?" "Oh nothing." "Sophia?!" "I think he likes you, but he asked me if I'm crazy to say to him that he should ask you for a date?" "How could you?" "Here girls. Two cocktails and for me a Guinness." "Thanks Steven." I kissed him on the cheeck. The band played good music. "They are not bad.", I said. "Common sisterheart, let's dance." "Dance with Juli." "First with you." "Ok." My brother was a good dancer and we always had a lot of fun together. "Ok. I need a break. Now dance with Juli." "Juli, may I dance with you now?" "Yes."
Two dances later my brother went to the bar for another Guniess and came back with a "you don't believe who is here" face. "Girls!" "Yes Steven. Did you see a ghost?" "No, but the people at the bar said that the Westlife lads were here tonight?" "Are they sure?" "Yes, while we danced and talked they were here. The whole time." "Oh my god.", I said. "One lady said that Shane looked to us and it seemed that he was sad." "Shane and sad?" "Yes. And we missed them." "But if I would be his type of woman and he really looked at us he would have asked me for a drink. So I have no chance Steven. Not today and not as physiothetapist.", I smiled sadly. My brother hugged me. "You'll meet your Mr Right soon."

Back at home I couldn't sleep without thinking of Shane. Why was he sad? And was he sad? Did he really looked at us? Did he saw me? Oh my god. He would see my photo on the application. But he would not remember me from the pub. I was crazy to think that it was really Westlife who wrote the job advertisement. Then I felt asleep.