Knee deep in my heart

Waiting

Shane
"Would you massage my neck now Sophia?" "Now?" "Yes, our rehearsals for the show are not yet. We have a bit time now." "Ok, so lay yourself on the massage table. On your back please." She sat on the headside and when she begun touching my neck I got goosebumps from head till feet. "Oh my god.", I sighed and gulped. "Is it ok so?" "More than okay babe." Did I say babe?

Sophia
He sighed again and did he really said babe? Oh my god. I felt that I want to kiss this lips so much. "Is there no chance for a date before the 14th?", I asked quietly. He got up and looked at me. Then he took my hand. "I promise you that you'll not forget our first date, but I have no time before the 14th." He kissed my cheeck close to my lips. That gave me a shiver. I bit on my lips. "Please break your rules?", I sighed. "I cannot break the rules." "Why?" "I've never broke the rules." I sighed. He touched my chin that I looked up at him. "You've never kissed a girl before a date?" He shoked his head. "And not always at my first date. Only if I was sure that I wanted to date her again." Knock knock. Nicky came in. "Oh I don't want to disturb you, but our rehearsals are now, Shane." "I'm coming." He kissed my hand he was holding and went out of the door.

Shane
"Shane, did you finally ask her for a date?" "Yes Nico. I'll date her on Saturday in a week." "Why not before?" "Did you see our calendar? I want to enjoy the date." "Date?", Kian asked. "Yes Ki." "Buddy I thought you'll never ask her." "But not with your rules Shay?!", Mark smiled. "I'll not kiss her before." "You're really waiting?", Nicky asked. I nodded.
The rehearsals and the show were great. It was late when we arrived the hotel. "Good night guys." "Good night Shane." "Sophia?!" "Yes." "Sleep well, it was a long day." I stroked over her cheeck. She held my hand on her cheeck and closed her eyes for a moment. "Good night Shane." She kissed me on my cheeck and turned around to her hotel room.

Sophia
It was late, but I had to call Steven.
Sophia? Did you see the time?
Hi Steven. I need a talk please.
Sisterheart what happened?
I have a date with Shane next week on Saturday.
But that's great.
I want to kiss him so much Steven. He touched my cheeck and was close to my lips, but he'll not kiss me before our date.
Why?
That are his rules. No kiss before the first date and only a kiss if he wants a second date.
That's hard for you now?
Are you joking?! I massage him every day and cannot kiss him.
Nine days Sophia, then he'll kiss you.
And if not?
Then you should break the rules and kiss him.
I've never thought that I would fell so much for him. By the way, Patrick is my neighbour.
Patrick?
Yes. Shane was jealous because of him.
But Patrick is gay.
I know. And Patrick is interested in Mark. How is Juli?
She's well. I'm so happy that I dated her. I love her so much.
Say hello to her. I had no time to call her yet.
Yes I will. So good night now.
Good night.

I layed in the bed and starred to the wall till I felt asleep.

Shane
The days went so slowly. Everytime Sophia massaged me it was hard to control myself not to kiss her. I knew how it could end. And I didn't want this end before a third date. We landed in Dublin on the late Friday evening. Only one night till the date. One night till the kiss. But I loved this woman so much. I knew that I wanted a second date and the third date. And because I was so sure, maybe I would decide me not to kiss her at the first date......what I've never decided at a date before.

Sophia
Everytime I massaged him I wanted to kiss his neck, to touch his body, to feel him close to me. We were back at the late Friday evening. I layed
in my bed. Only one night. I loved him so much and couldn't wait longer to feel his lips on mine.