Don't bother reading this chapter- I don't know why I published it and I don't know why it's still published (probably for piece of mind) but yeah
I thought I was gay
I'm not
I think
As much as just saying "Sure, I'm gay" appeals to me for the simple easiness of it compared to the other options
That's not an option
Which is fun
I have trouble figuring out the line between thinking someone is pretty and genuinely liking someone
And I've come to the conclusion that I've never had a genuine liking for anyone but a male
So yeah
Gender isn't really a thing I think about that much so I guess that's why
But my brain has pretty much been a rollercoaster for the past month thinking about this
But I've come to the conclusion so good times
Yeah
~Lucy (my real name.)
