Misunderstood Thoughts💭

Insecurites

I guess you can say my thoughts run deep as i sit back on this wall pouring tears and clutching my chest from the heartache feeling as if all the air has been knocked out of me. I sit there & i cry for hours wondering will i ever be good  enough or am i another title for you to claim as your own but never treated like i was truly yours. Well at least how you percieved that i would be treated as if i was truly yours. You see you never really got the whole concept of love meaning you just thought it was a 4 letter word used to establish bullshit lies but you see me i showed love unconditionally i gave you my all within no limits i tried to become the true example of love for you but yet you make me seem like im not worthy. That my love that i was giving wasnt up to part. Made me feel useless & unwilling to love another human being in this fucked up world we call home. You see i look beyond every persons eyes i see more but it all crumbles down to the simple minded being that think the word love is just another way of establing bullshit lies. I thought more of you as a person better yet a fucking human being & you sit there on your high horse & tell me that my love wasnt never good enough well i say this to you. FUCK YOU my love was better than enough my love should be appreciated & valued more than the average human. You just couldnt handle all i was giving & you didn't truly deserve it so i thank you for allowing me to see more in myself than any other person because my insecurities is what makes me the beautiful soul i am & i will overcome & empower this queen i am..👑

Just some random thoughts thanks loves for reading..
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Goodnight hunns😙💓