31
I blame insomnia for these sleepless nights
for the nights that my body trembles
shivering in a blanket of lonely
but really it's the war in my mind
the fight in my head
the voices, the screaming
"You're better off dead"
Undeserving, worthless
a good for nothing waste
Kill yourself, get going
You're a waste of space
32 Get Growing (Charlie Vawter)
"Get out from your house,
from your cave, from your car.
From the place that you feel safe,
from the place that you are.
Get out and go funning,
go running, go wild.
Get out from your head
and get growing, dear child."
33
She locked herself away,
didn't give anyone a key.
She didn't even say goodbye
and was swallowed by the sea.
34
You are delicious
I am greedy
You are generous
i am needy
You are experienced
I am learning
You are a fire
I am burning
35
She felt it all too much
Every feeling, every emotion
Every kiss, every touch
She could feel the laughter, feel the tears
feel the screaming, the crying
the insufferable beat as her heart is dying
It crawled beneath her skin
boiled, bubbled,
built up
It ate her alive
Consuming her every thought
she was drowning
and I dived beneath the wretched waters
a hand to hold
Though every fragment of her soul fought
and though every once of strength was used
Slipping away into desolate silence,
not a single goodbye
she let go
The girl that felt to much
finally stopped feeling
