41 Bloom
And if you're not ready
To bloom for them,
Bloom for yourself,
Bloom internally.
Bloom so much
That petals fall from your bones
And the earth breaks beneath your feet.
42 I was not made to be subtle.To sit back and be still. I was made to move mountainsAnd make the earth tremble. I was not made to be subtle.I was not born a product of nothing. I was born in the light,An essence of beauty. I was not made to be subtle I was made to destroy lives,To break hearts.A villainI was not made to be subtle And subtle i will not be.I will make your bones tremble,I will make you love me.
43
I simply cant handle
The callous nature of humanity
And the way perspectives unfold.
It leaves me gasping for air
As my bones grow cold.
My skin starts to crawl
As the realization settles in
Burrowing within my veins.
My lungs burst with solitude
As i drive myself insane.
Anxiety swallows me
While my hands start to quake
Holding a deadly cigarette.
I think I've finally
Thought myself to death
44
It felt like coming home
after weary days, dreary weather
and eyes losing the fight to stay open
A Molotov cocktail
of constant emotion,
so strong it knocked
the wind out of me.
The bravery I sought out
terrified me
to the point of madness.
But i kept what little sanity remains.
I stood back up,
pushed through the cracks
and flowers grew through my bones
showering my existence in colours
i'd never seen before.
45
My brain tries to erase
All the memories we made.
The sparkle in your eyes is fading
And i cant recall the gentle tone
Of how you used to speak.
The laughter that once
Reverberated through your shallow bones
Has turned to a deafening silence.
I tried to memorize the way
Your lips curled into a smile so sweet
But now its as if I'd never seen you smile.
It takes 30 days for
The skin on my bones shed
So now i wear skin that
