Don't Tell ➸ Vhope

~9~

"Is okay for me to say this?

Well I want to so fuck it.

Is it possible to feel someone with your hands but not with your heart? It's like you can physically touch them but on an emotional level, you're all alone.

Wow, that sounded weird.

Anyways, I finally told someone about my feelings. Jungkook was very understanding and told me that he feels the same way.

He likes Jimin.

He says that he knows exactly what I'm going through and hopes that everything will work out with hyung and I. We also made a deal.

If we don't end up with the person we like, then we'll just date each other. That way we can both support one another emotionally. I could lean on him and he could lean on me.

It's kind of a bad idea but how could things get any worse than they are now? I mean, I'm here talking to a freaking voice recorder rather than a real person. I must be losing it.

I'm just a lovesick boy who has a hopeless crush. *sigh* Why did I have to like someone who I'll never have a chance with? Stupid heart. It has a mind of its own.

I-"

"Hey Tae"

"O-oh, uh...hi Hobi"

"You're doing it again..."

"What?"

"You're ignoring me. Why?"

"I-I'm not"

"Yes you are. Did I do something wrong? Why are you treating me like this? I thought we were best friends"

"We are-"

"You're not acting like we are"

"I'm sorry. It's just that...I can't tell you. It's..really personal"

"But we tell each other everything"

"Well I can't tell you this"