"I am currently sulking in a dark room in a corner because life is just a bitch. It's not fair how we can hug each other and do couple things but it's a problem if we're actually together.
*sniffle*
It's just not fair. I hate it so much.
I'm not upset at the person who noticed the kiss and shared it on twitter. I'm mad at that stupid blog calling us a disgrace to the group. I'm fine with them insulting me but I do not tolerate people bashing Hobi.
I walked in on him crying and there was literally a puddle of his tears on the table. I quickly went over and did everything I could to make him feel better but it didn't work. He just said that he wanted to be left alone for a while.
He usually feels better when I stroke his hair but it was no use.
The other members tried to cheer him up as well but of course it didn't work. At this point I'm just fed up with everything. I hate this. I hate not being able to love him. I hate that there's always something getting in the way of..us.
I already know that hyung deals with a lot of stress and lacks self-confidence and I'm sure that this just adds on to it. I do everything I can to make him happy but it's just never enough. Nothing is ever enough. Not when you're a 'disgrace'.
Namjoon and Jin hyung made sure that we can't access our social media but that doesn't change anything. We already know how people think of us and we know that we can't change their opinions. It sucks but that's just the harsh truth.
If we're human, why does society treat us like beasts? Everyone is apparently free but are we really free when we're consumed by dirty looks, hurtful words, and just the thought of never being considered normal? To me this isn't freedom.
Freedom isn't being treated like some kind of monster because you don't meet societies standards. In my defense, we're not doing anything wrong. Didn't our parents tell us that love was the answer? That you should love everyone and everything?
If that's true, why are we getting penalized for doing just that?
*sigh*
I just want to be happy but I guess that's too much to ask for.
If you happen to find this recorder:
Tell Hobi because I'm too afraid to.
V's entry...
End."
___________________________ *Cries because Taehyung always compliments Hoseok*
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