Torn

{Chapter 2} The Fight

I  woke up the next day and got ready. I had anther long day today. I got changed and went downstairs. No one was up yet so I made myself breakfast. Than my phone went off. I looked at lt. Luke texted me. I didnt want to reply right now. I sat down and ate. The time went by so fast I was already at school.

When I got to school Luke was waiting for me. I walked over to the table I normaly sat at. Abby and Wyatt where there. I didn't say anything. We all sat there awkwardly for I bit. "Ava can I talk to you." Abby said pulling me away before I could answer her question.

"What happened last night? You and Wyatt are acting really really weird. Did something happen?" She said whispering.

"He thinks Luke isnt good for me. But I said I love him and I want to be with him. This is what I want. Why can't he see that." I said.

As soon as I was done talking I looked back over at Luke and Wyatt to make sure everything was ok. They had their problems in the past. But everything wasnt ok. They were frigging fighting! "Stupid boys!" I knew it was about me, what else could it be about? I ran over there and tried to stop the from fighting but just as I had reached Luke he reached back and hit me in the face not even looking back to see if I was doing ok. I was crying from the pain as I went over to Wyatt , " Wyatt! Please please stop! This isn't you , your not like this! I'm begging you, please stop before the teachers come over and you get in trouble." Wyatt takes one look at my face and backs up immediately. I take one look at the both of them , and runaway to the nurse. How was I only able to stop Wyatt and not my own boyfriend ? I'm so hopeless I can't do anything. I hear a ping noise and I pull pot my phone.

Wyatt: hey are you ok? I want to know, because he hurt you and I dont like that. He didn't say I'm sorry. Do you see where I'm getting at, he does not care for you. You can do so much better than him.

Me: ya I'm fine, I don't want to talk about it, especially after what happened. I'm not in the mood. I just need time ok?

Wyatt: ok i just wanted to make sure that you were ok. I feel bad.

Me: I know, but I'm fine. Ok I need to go to classes. Goodbye.

I walk to my next class after I got cleaned up. Abby was in my next class. She knows me so well that when I walked she didn't say anything. Everyone was looking at me because they knew what happened. But nobody said anything. Than all of a sudden the teacher started to teach. I was so thankful for that, I don't want to talk at all. I only want to cry.

I made it through the day. But it was so bad. I didn't know how I was going to make it.  As soon I got home I ran up to my room and jumped onto my bed and started to cry. Everything was not going how I thought it was. I was not ready for this. I just laid there and cried until it was time for dinner. My mom called me down but I had her bring it to me. After i ate in my room I got ready for bed and started to write in my journal.

I don't know what to think anymore. I like the guy I'm dating but I also like the guy who's telling me not to date him. Idk if I should listen to him. Does he like me more than a friend, is that why he doesn't want me to date him? Idk. HELP!! ~Ava

I went on my phone. All over I say what happened today. I can't handle it. Someone help. I went on to Instagram and posted a picture of me. I said in the caption: please stop with all of this. I don't like what is happening. My world is slipping out from underneath me. I'm only asking for some help.

I saw that someone that I didnt know very well like it and he texted me asking what he could do to help. We kept texting. It was good to get my mind off of what was happening. I looked over at the time and saw that it was much later than I thought it was. So I put my phone down and fell asleep.

I woke up the next day not remembering what happened last night. I looked at my phone and everything can back. Than a smile appeared on my face. I felt good, something I have not felt in a long time. I finally got out of bed and put some clothes on and set down to do my makeup. When Luke texted me. My smile when from up to down in 1.5 seconds. Yes I just said that. I finished up and got some breakfast and went to school.