Torn

{chapter 9} Torn

I still have not told Wyatt about Cole. I didn't know how he was going to take it. We both like each other so why would I do that to both of us. I just need to keep this inside. It was a Wednesday night. I didn't have a lot of homework on Wednesday so I have a routine to make me feel better and get on a better track.

I finish dinner and go to my room to do a workout. I start out with some yoga  followed by some core. I was thinking about happened a couple days ago. Than I sad song came on. I started to cry because there is to much coming out of one thing. I stopped to workout a little early because I was crying. I got my things together and took a shower. I got out of the shower and I felt different. Happy but also sad at the same time. I just got my pajamas on and went to bed.

The next day I work up feel like I needed to do something. Something needed to change. I knew I needed to figure this out before it gets out of hand. But I had to go to school. I get ready for school. My mom is talking me today because she had to go to work early today.

I get to school and I'm the last one at our table. When I got there they where talking about a test we had. I had  totally forgot about the test. "Wait we have a test in English today?" I said setting down. "Ya it's about the book we have been reading. Tell me you read the book." Wyatt said sounding concerned. "She only got a little over half away." Abby said. I smached her in the shoulder. "Ya I only get half way. Do I need to know the whole thing? Or Can I just fake it." I said containg myself again. "I think you can fake it." Abby said looking ay Wyatt. "Boy I hope so." I said getting up because the bell rang.

I was walking to my first hour and guess who I saw. Yup it was Luke and he's new girlfriend. What ever Wyatt did it worked. Luke didn't do anything to me. Although he's girlfriend gave me a look. I just keep on walking though. I got to my class and sit. I'm glad I had history first hour. It was a class I liked and a class I knew I was not going to fall asleep in. I new I would if had English first hour. History was my favorite. The class was over before I knew it and I was off to my next class.

I was at lunch with Abby and Wyatt was still in line. "So have u made a choice yet?" Abby said starting to eat. "No I haven't told him yet. I feel like I just need one more day to tell him." I said putting my sandwich down. "To tell who?" Wyatt said setting down. I looked at Abby. She gave me one back saying I should tell him now. "Umm is anyone going to tell me?" He said. "So yesterday Cole told me that he liked me. And and I don't know if I feel the same way. I have not made a decision yet." I said Looking at my food. "Oh..." He said. The rest of lunch was awkward. I knew I shouldn't have told him.

I walked home again. I really hate walking home. When it gets cold I really don't like it. I walked fast so I could get home. Once I got home, I went up to my room. I felt so bad. I didn't know that's how he was going to react. I sat on my bed thinking what I should do. Hoping I would come up with an idea soon.