In a heart beat

11 - Brick by brick

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Tylers POV.

SHIT!

I yanked my fist out of the wall staring down at my bloody fist. Shit. I could care less 'bout the hole I the wall and the fact that Ray is probably going to bite my head off for it at the moment. How could I be such a f*cking dick to her?! I don't even know why I said it! I know that I can't ever get close to her but I don't want to hurt her! That was the whole point of not getting close to her! So she doesn't get hurt! And here I am hurting her anyway!

I walked over to her bathroom door and turned the knob. Damn it, she locked it. I shook the handle again and looked up at the clock. Midnight. She should be waking up soon anyway.

"Daddy NO!" She cried.

See? I wonder what her dad did that was so bad that she would dream about him like this?

"Avery? Avery I know your mad at me but please just let me in." I heard sniffles followed by foot steps getting closer and I stepped back waiting for her to open the door. "why should I?" She murmured and I heard her back sliding down the door, still sobbing. I did the same and hung my head. "I didn't mean what I said I swear. I don't know why I said that"

She laughed bitterly through the door. "I know why, You hate me." I sighed again, i wish i could tell her the truth, but i just can't. It would put her in way to much danger. "Look that doesn't matter right now anyway. Just let me in."

"Who says I need you in here anyway? I'm fine without you." Her voice was filled with sadness. I'd broken her. "Look. I hate you, You hate me. But right now that doesn't matter, I know you don't wanna be alone right now so just let me in." I pleaded grabbing the door knob and rattling it again.

"I'll be fine. Can you just go? Please?" She whispered. her voice cracked at the end.

God fucking damn it. I just want to help her! Why can't she fucking see that?!

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Avery's POV.

I honestly don't know what hurt more. Him admitting that he actually does hate me. Or the fact that I might just be falling for the ass hole.

"I'll be fine, can you just go? Please?" I could hear my voice cracked at the end. I hoped he didn't notice how weak I sounded. I heard him bang his head against the door and sigh, just before I heard the foot steps walking away. Part of me wanted so badly for him to stay, but the other part just had way to much pride to give him the satisfaction. He was breaking down my walls brick, by brick and he didn't even know it.

When in hell did I become so freaking weak? He's just another stupid boy! Even if I did like him, which I don't, He would just end up hurting me in the end. Hell! That boy could have any girl he wanted with those looks. Why would he ever pick me? Again, not that I want him to.

I giggled quietly to myself thinking about what Cherry would be saying at this moment ; "You are sooooo in denial Missy!"

I sighed and got up from my spot on the floor and shuffled back to my bed crashing into the soft fluffy comfort of the pillows.

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"I didn't always wanna change my ways 

i thought my pain was always here to stay 

but you gave hope a name to save me

I didn't think that i could face my shame 

a stain that only you could wash away 

but you forgave me in a world that's fading-"

"Ugh....Seriously...go back to sleep god damn it." I groaned rolling over and shoving my face into the pillows.

"You do realize your talking to your alarm clock right freak?" A familiar voice teased from my right wile gently throwing something soft at my head. I groaned and threw the pillow back at Tyler's face. "What part of stay out of my room don't you understand exactly?" He laughed and threw the pillow back again.

"Well, If you must know, I was coming to turn off your infuriating 'music' and wake you up because its 7 10 and you have...40 minutes to get ready for school or we are leaving you." He chuckled again and walked out.

The room was silent until my sleepy mind had registered what he said.

"Holy shit! 40 freaking minutes you've got to be kidding me!" I yelled rushing to my closet and throwing on the first clothes I saw. I heard Ray and the guys laughing at me from down stairs wile I hastily brushed my teeth and hair. No time for a freaking shower, way to start my absolutely wonderful day. Not.

"I'm ready! I'm ready! I'm ready!" I yelled rushing down the stairs, but I tripped on the last step causing me to come crashing down on my face. I heard the boys burst out into laughter and looked up to see them both rolling around on the floor laughing uncontrollably.

"Um...What the hell are you wearing? Go back up and change silly. You got enough time ya know." Ray said laughing a little with her hands on her hips. I got up and looked down at myself. Whoops.... I was wearing my black and purple striped pajama pants and my old...okay ancient black Kiss t-shirt that used to belong to my dad. It had tones of small holes all over it but i couldn't bear to throw it away.

"Uh....lemmy go fix this I'll be right back..haha..." I laughed nervously and ran up the stairs. Once I got changed I ran back down the stairs and pushed past Ray wile stealing her car keys. "I'm driving!" I hollered behind me, laughing at Rays surprised face. I felt like a ninja.

I honked the car about a billion times wile everyone got in staring at me like I just smoked a hundred pounds of crack. "What?" I asked innocently backing out of the drive way. Everyone just shook there heads and Tyler mumbled his usual "freak" to me under his breath.

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BRIIIING!

"Whoop whoop! Last period! See you after school girly!" Ray yelled bolting out the door. Why is it she always has to leave me with Mr. grumpy butt over here? I mean seriously? What a great friend. I thought while I collected all my stuff and walked out of the classroom.

"Tyler baby c'mon, just one night?"

I looked up to see Anna pressing herself against Tyler and I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy towards them.

"Anna I-" Tyler began looking over in my direction and smirked. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer, if that were even possible. "I would love to, what time you want me over?"

Anna beamed and kissed him hard on the lips. Ow. That kinda hurt. "See you at 7 baby" She purred slipping something into his front pocket. No wait. Ew okay not his front pocket, but sure as hell down his front, if you get what I mean. What the hell?! School hallway people! Get a freaking room!

I spun on my heel deciding to go the long way to class. Perfect. We still have to complete that stupid questions sheet before we get to start our project.

This is going to be one hell of an awkward class I thought walking into the art room. You know whats even better? The first thing I see is Tyler and Anna practically swallowing each others faces.

Oh joy....

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Ugh....Anna is such a slut -.-  

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