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Demarcus

I love you Demarcus. I know things have been difficult for you lately. Having to hide who you really are. It's a shame that you just can't come out and be with me. I wish you would just love me. Demarcus im hurting right now. I need you. I feel dead inside. Come be with me Demarcus. Let the light shine on who you really are. Show me that you want to spend your life with me and you would do what ever it takes. You will execute anyone, including yourself for me Demarcus. "Okay Travis".

What a dream. I haven't heard from Travis since the incident in school. Drew told me he talked to him once during that week but never again afterwards. Im starting to wonder is he ok. Maybe he just blowing off some steam, it's only been 3 days since the incident. Apart of me wants to know if Travis is sending me signs. Wait what am I thinking He's not even dead.

"Hey ma what you up to"

"Its good morning boy and im watching this news. It's crazy what took place this morning."

"What's going on?"

"They've found a 17 year old boy lifeless in the back of an alley. They say he committed suicide."

Oh shit. Maybe the dream I had was a sign.

"Did they say who the boy was?"

"No son, they just said he was dead and committed suicide and it happened about 3 days ago, he was just found."

At that moment I rushed upstairs. The dreams I was having was Travis sending me signs. The love of my life. He wanted to be with me. He was letting me know that It's my time. I didn't have him when he was here on earth but im gonna have him now.

I went to my closet and opened up the shoebox in which I kept my lil bit of cash and my pistol. I took the gun out the box. I was in desperate need of Travis. I couldn't be who I am here so I think it's best to live the real me in Heaven, with Travis.

Pow!

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Christiana

I got Travis number from Drew a couple of days ago. I've meant to call but I really don't know what to say. He might not even answer, he wouldn't even recognize my number. Plus we barely even talked. All he did was stare at me. I really want to talk to him though. Just to see if he's okay. I just feel like he need someone right now, a good friend. And for Hazel I need to give her a pep talk because she really messed up. Let me text her.

Me: Hazel, I need to talk to you.
Hazel: What? Im not in the mood to talk right now.
Me: Why you giving me attitude? I have a few words to say to you.
Hazel: What is it I'm busy.
Me: Well first off busy lady, I don't like the fact that we are Best friends and you keep secrets from me. Scratch that, use to be best friends*. Secondly, I hate how you treated Travis. It was wrong. He was really hurt. Hazel you only care about yourself. What could that grown man do for you other than stick his musty dick inside you? He have a family and he 34 years old. It's nothing wrong with having a crush on a teacher but you took it too far. And your actions hurt people. Not only did it hurt Travis it hurt me and I know they informed your mom so I know she was hurt too. If you felt like you was in a situation where you was stuck you should've called me. I would've helped you out. Things probably wouldn't have had to fall in place the way they did which was out of order.
Hazel: Christiana you think that I would be comfortable telling someone that I fucked the teacher? Is you stupid. And now we not best friends? Girl we was never best friends from the jump anyway since we never acted like it. We 2 different people. I just know you for a long time. I didn't tell not one soul about me and James (Mr.Howard) so you all up in yo feelings for what? Yep I took it to far and I regret it I do. Yeah I hurt Travis but he gone have to deal with it just like I'm having to deal with the consequences of my actions. The damn police involved! His wife involved! His kids involved! And when I was hurt and crying because I was disgusted with myself at night you saying I could've called you? Girl that's a lie. Your mom won't even let you talk to me. You probably wouldn't have even cared.
Me: You don't know what my mom would've said.
Hazel: Bye idc.
Me: You know what bye.
Hazel: ✌🏾
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Hazel

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