I have this amazing friend thst is always there for me...... and even tld me loved me..... To be honest i didnt return his feelings back because of being scared to hurt myself for a broken heart......... yesterday I went to an anniversary, they were married when they where 17 and 18, crazy right. but they knew each other for a long time.... And i thought hey.... maybe I can allow to fall for him because he has always been there for me, and me for him............. until i got these words from his text message.
"...... I fell for Alyssa. We have so much in common, I would have fallen for her anyway. I would have seen there was no future in me trying to date you, don't regret it..."
there was more to it but..... How do you let that go.... he fell in love with someone else so me loving him..... i encouraged it...... I let him go because i mean thats what friends are for right...... I ate ice cream and cried alot before i texted him again..... but for now as long as hes happy to love her then there isnt a reason why i shouldnt be happy for his happiness........ thats all for now bye.
