Different~ {TMNT Raphael x reader }

When you're sad

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You pulled your blanket closer to you, covering your red-hot face. Tears pricked at your eyes, threatening to fall; you knew if they would have, they wouldn't stop.
The vibe in your house grew more depressing. Every light was blocked out, every door and window locked with a curtain to block from anyone being able to see in.
You didn't want to see or talk to anyone, no matter how much you needed it.

Though, Raphael has been trying to contact your for three days, but you've ignored him. You felt bad for doing so, but you would hate yourself if he saw you like this.

Raphael didn't understand what was going on. He thought he did something bad, or that you were hurt. He wanted so greatly to check on you, though he knew that when you wanted him, you would call him.

But today; he had to call, he had to make sure.

Currently, you were laying down in your bedroom on the floor, curled up into a dark red blanket. Used tissues were seen all around your room, your clothes thrown into a pile by your closet. Your motivation was down the drain.

Suddenly, you heard your phone ring from besides you. You left it half way under your bed when you threw it last- it's been a while since you touched it- but you were interested to see who it was.

You reached out your arm, goosebumps appearing from the cold, and quickly pull it towards you.
It was Raphael.

You sigh as more tears start to come faster and faster, sliding open the call.

"Hello?"
Raphael let out a breath of air, hearing your voice on the other end. But you didn't sound like yourself.

Your voice cracked and you sounded congested. He heard you sniffle every so often, making him more and more anxious.

"Babe, are you okay?" He asked. You slightly smile, though it hurting your cheeks from having no expressions lately and started to frown.

"I-I'm fine."
He knew you were lying. He could hear it in the way you talked, the way your sounded and how your breathed. He wasn't dumb, you are his girlfriend for crying out loud.

"I'm coming over." And with that, without you being able to protest, he hung up.

Tears started to pour out as you sit up, not wanting him to see you like this.

You groggily walk into the bathroom, your stomach growling with intense hunger, and looking at yourself in the mirror.

You were horrified.

Your hair was a mess, your face pale white and cheeks rosy red. Tear stains stained the end of your eyes, making them real puffy and bright red.
Your lips were chapped from the lack of water and nutrients. You were suffering big time.

"Hello? Y/n? Can you let me in, please?" You heard Raphaels voice call from outside your bedroom window, along with slight knocking.

You slowly walk over, you only in short shorts and a baggy t-shirt and opened the window.
Raphaels smile faded when he saw you. His heart broke into million little pieces; his love of his life absolutely heart-broken and a mess.

"Oh Y/n..." He started, coming through the window and wrapping his arms around your waist. "What happened?"

You move closer to him, closing the gap between your both and lay your head on his chest- errr- plastron. He was a lot taller than you.

"M-my dad umm...he called. Yeah, he- he's gone." You choke out, swallowing the lump in the back of your throat.

"I'm so sorry. He's such a dick for doing that to you and your mom!" Raphael yells, tightening his grip around you.

Though, he stopped being angry and listened. Listen to your sobs, feeling the cold tears touch his skin.

He became more calm and caring. "Look, Y/n, you are an amazing person. It was wrong of your dad to walk out on you and your mom, but at least you two have each other," He smiled, his words making you look up at him.

"No matter what he said, or what he did, it can't change how strong and beautiful you are. So, don't give into his crap."

You lightly giggle, kissing him on the cheek. "Thank you, Raphie."

He nods as he picks you up, carrying you over to the bed and laying you down.
He lays besides you, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you into him.
You simply cuddled into him, not wanting him to ever let go or ever leave you.
He wouldn't.

You lightly smile as sleep over takes your body. You needed a good sleep, you haven't had one in ages.

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Sorry for the depressing chapter..
I'm not in the best mood. Haven't been.
Yesterday, I was left by a guy I really cared and fell hard about. He just left like I never even mattered, heck the things he said to me..killed me. But hey, he was just some guy, I'll be okay.

I love you guys and thanks for the votes! Comment below if you're going through anything along these lines or if you're going through a break up also.

If you are, know that you are so special and that he/ she lost you, not you lost he/ she!
Be strong~
Angie.