Love Life Confession ✔

part 3

Annie and her "BestFriend"

1.1.17
Hey diary it's being a long years we're meeting back, let's share something and keep it to each other and cry whole night.

I don't know what's the hell is going on?  2016 was worst year of my life. I lost my best Friend and broke up with my boyfriends. Hell ya! "boyfriend".

January2016 was quiet good me and Harry, we're together and gonna celebrate our four years of love life.
On the day before our four years of togetherness i was pregnant when I informed him he just push me away and slapped me. I was feeling that I'm garbage now and Harry don't need any garbage in his life now and best friend is only the one Who supported me. after all shit left away from life.
Kia my childhood best Friend comforts me, well she's the one Who is with me after my parents left me when I was 6year crying baby and still I'm crying adult. 
Kia adviced me to yave abortion and move on in life. Well! I did exactly what she said.

Till February I was lil bit good and my stress was hell but Kia helped me to come out of it and planned a trip to Paris but I was not in a mood to get down to town streets but she make me to do. After trip back to my life the work was overloaded but who cares? Nah! The boss cares. Then till April I was busy in my schedule and work life i started loving it more. I'm the one Who loves to be in office and works as much it is.

May.. the birthday girls month... Kia and me both share our birthday on same month. Me on 8th may and kia's on 2nd May! I went to get a surprise gift for her so I left from work early and decide to give her a digital photo frame which holds our memories and she loves photography and her camera is old so I decide to buy a new one for her.
2ndmay, 12am i called kia but she didn't received and i called her again dam her phone is switched off so I went to her mom's home maybe she would be there? But I called her mom she said that she is not in town and kia went to say bye to her cousin for Dubai journey and she'll be late for home.

Well why didn't kia inform me this? Let her come I'll show her! !

It was 5am darnnn.. when I slept. I woke and took my phone 38 calls from kia's mom. I called her back and she said me to come at hospital near airport. My Heartbeat was stopped and i grab my coat and went there.
I saw her mom and dad were crying and i asked them what happened? They looked at the ICU ward I looked in... drann.  I want to shout and cry. Kia was in ICU and was under serious observation.
My Heartbeat skipped for a moment seeing her in this position. I feel to kill myself.

Worst day of my life. Wait! Not my life it's gonna be now a worst life now.
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After her funeral and I live in a house where we used to live and had our nights fun, laughter & crazy dance.
I miss all that. My life changed all of sudden.
My best friend went away forever and all I can do is nothing.
Why I am living? I do want to die now.
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On Sunday finally my boss gave me a holiday and I decided to be at home and have book and coffee. I grab on the book, well that was a diary and kia was the writer of it. I jumped on sofa kept that diary close to my heart for few seconds and I started reading it.
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FREAK ME OUT!!!! WHERE'S THE HELL!!!!
kia was the reason behind my breakup. He felt like a third wheel between me and Harry. She didn't want me to be in a relationship because she wants to achieve all BFF's goals... what the F! She later on realized her mistake and decided to kill herself on her birthday.
She don't want me and Harry to be together and when I got pregnant. Harry was ready to accept it but kia wasn't. Kia harrased Harry and his family. Asked him to leave me but Harry doesn't. So she kidnapped his sister and that's the reason Harry left me alone.

Well I thought it was accident but it was suicide!! I think it's murder because it all happened of ME! !!