Beautiful Mistake | JC Caylen and Connor Franta fanfic |

Chapter 9: Something New

*JC POV*

The smell of alchohol was in the air. Shit, Jim must've been drinking. This isn't going to be a fun night... I quickly walked into the small room that was my bedroom. The smell appealed to me; to pour the killing liquid down my throat too forget what happen earlier. My body hurts just thinking about it. 

Victoria...  The imagine of her bright face appeared in my screwed up mind. She was the defanation of beautiful. Where I was the opposite of that... That girl was defiantly different.  She wasn't like the other girls; the girls who go with me for some fun hoping i'd fall for them, or the bitches who judge me and roll my eyes when I walk by.But of course, I ruin everything good. I never felt like this before... I mean when I first saw her my heart sparked up. Of course I thought she was hot. But she's more than hot... stunning. And I want to get to know her so bad. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm JC Caylen. The guy who dates a chick then has some sex then forgets there name. For once, maybe I wanted more.

Ha, I actully thought she could save me, change me. Nothing can save me... But could she?  My past will always be there, running away won't ever help. I will always have to scars to make me remeber.  I shake the memory from my head and lay on my bed.

I need her. That's all I know. And no one is going to stop me. Especially that Connor boy.

Ha, I barely know the girl and she's driving me crazy.

" What are you laughing at" Jim saunters by my door, clearly drunk.

"It's just, life is so funny. Surprises everyday" I give him a overexxagerated smile. He just nods and walks off. Jim is an alright guy, my mothers brother.He's been having drinking issues ever since my mothers death. Me? I've have drugs, sex, alcohol problems. Not just from her death.

My thoughts get to much for me and I get a stash of weed under my pillow and light it letting out the smoke with my emotions.

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My phone buzzes telling me I've gotten ANOTHER message from Katlyn. God was this bitch annoying.

Me: Busy.

Katie<3 (yes she put her contact in my phone): Babe i miss yhuu.  I miss you on meh (;

I just rolled my eyes and press delete. All I want to do is text Victoria how im sorry for being a doosh and tell her all of my issues. But I can't. That's not how I play. It was fun freaking her out and stuff however. I smile to myslef, close my eyes thinking of the shining blue eyes that captured me.

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 This morning I hop out of bed, grab a pair of black jeans and t-shirt , no idea if its clean or not, and a beanie. I pour some coffee and rush out the door.

I pull into her driveway and get out. I sigh noticing she isn't out there. And notice her car isn't here either. Anger rushes through me. I grab a rock and throw it against the ground causing to break a bit. Damnit! She was going to play by my rules.

I arrive at school and quickly walk past a group of sluts staring and greeting me and ignore the glares. This is the last day before preppy boy comes back.

I spot the long blonde hair a couple feet away. She's sitting with that annoying girl from our kitchen. This wasn't going to be easy.

" Hey blondie" I walk up to her giving her my smirk trying to cover my anger. I just wanted to push her against the wall and... and kiss her.

" Hi" she says softley not looking up at me.

"Okay enough with the small talk, why were't you at your house?" I ask letting some anger slip.

" Becuase I wansn't." She mutter looking down.

" Look, she doesn't want to talk to you. Like never again. So just save yourself some time and move onto the next poor girl." The girl with glasses speaks with venom.

" That's not really her choice." I spit back. It kinda hurt hearing that.

" I meant it when I said I wanted nothing to do with you." Victoria finally looks up to me. However, her face looks different. Her eyes weren't bright as usual and her face darker.

"Well. I want everything to do with you"  I say seriously. I turn around to walk away but Katlyn was right behind me.

" Why are yous still talking with that bitch?" She asks looking at Victoria as she's some strange insect.

" Don't say that about her."

" You said that about her.' She shot back.

Victoria and her friend start to get up . "Bye losers." Katlyn waves at them giving them a fake smile.

I grab her wrist before I can stop myself. " Don't ever call Victoria another name you dumb slut." The words leave before I could stop. Katlyn just stared at me with her mouth open. She quickly closes it.

" You've been smoking too much" She mutters nodding her head and quickly walks away. But Victoria just stands there frozen looking at me.

I really have no clue what to say, or even do. I've never been in this situation before. 

"Wow" The glasses girl says reminding me that she's still there,

" Sorry ladies, you won't see my sexy self in cooking today. " I say and turn around before anything else goes abnormal. I need to get out of here... I need a smoke.

"JC wait!" Victoria yells out surprising me.

" Don't worry sweetheart you'll see more of me tomorrow.." I had to play it cool. Oh how it hurt walking away from her.

I had to walk away before the urge of grabbing her and taking her away comes back to me.

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