Beautiful Mistake | JC Caylen and Connor Franta fanfic |

Chapter 7: Cooking with the Enemy

My stomached stayed twisted as his words flew in my mind. What did he mean im "different" ? They're so many more girls just like me... insecure with issues. JC did have mental issues I suppose. Well that's what ive been told. And my secrets? He can't possibly find out that I starve and cut myself. I'm good at hiding things. Or maybe people never cared to notice. Connor notice at the diner... Oh Connor how am I going to survive without you? I just wanted to think about Connor having a crush on...me.  This is something that can only happen in movies. But what would he think of me if he found out that I cut and starve myself because I am that insecure. Would he think im just an attention seeker?  Of course he wouldn't! Connor isn't like that. I barely knew him but I can just tell he would never think such thoughts. I hope i am right..

The bell rings telling me i'm late for my class, even though I was in front of the door. I probably looked like a total idiot standing there. I run inside and luckily Mr.Flyod doesn't notice me sitting down. He's bending over getting something out of the cabinet.

To my dismay, I didn't see Sam in his sit. Now I was really alone. But there was JC just smirking at me. I close my eyes wanting to cry. God, I hated myself for being so dependent on someone. Seeing a teardrop slide down my cheek, JC reaches over and carefully wipes it off then stares straight ahead like nothing happen. Did JC have a sweet bone in that cold body of his? The place where his thumbed touched felt like a stung.

Mr.Floyd started talking and I tried to give him my attention but I just kept thinking about JC's touch... It felt warm. And felt so light.. I shook the thought off. I replaced his touch with Connor, I smiled ti myself.

" Okay guys. Today we are going to get into groups of 4. These will be your assigned groups for the semester. You guys will share a kitchen to work in. To save time, I already put you guys into groups. If you have a problem with someone, please come talk to me after class..." He started calling off people into groups. My stomach sunk when I heard Connor's name in another group. But my stomach was about to explode when I heard the next group called off.

" Liliana, Victoria, Sam... and Jc" He said hopefully rethinking what he just did.

I slowly got up and headed to the miniature kitchen. I took a deep breathe trying to calm down. At least Sam is in my group. But him not being here wasn't going to help today.

The girl named Liliana took a sit next to me while JC sat on the other side with a huge grin. I wanted to puke.

" So ladies... what's cooking good looking" JC said looking at me.

" That was lame." Liliana coughed. Me and JC both looked at her surprised. I thought she was the shy type, but I looked past her glasses and she really was pretty.

" Excuse me Lili?" JC said. But she just rolled her eyes in return. I think i'm going to like Lili.

" Okay guys, today we don't have time to make anything, so you guys are just going to this easy cooking worksheet. You can help your partners. 

We all worked on our worksheets quietly. JC occasionally looked at but I never return the gaze.  He finally learned when to stop. But i only thought so.

The bell rang demising us. I quickly walked to the exit, but that familiar grasped got me around the wrist. I gasped already knowing who it was.

" JC leave me alone." I said sternly. I wasn't in the mood for this again.

" Never." He smirked at me pulling me to the exit. " I want to take you somewhere."

"You must be out of your mind. Why would I ever go anywhere with you? So you can rape or beat me up?: I said letting my anger out from earlier.

He seemed a bit hurt then that cocky smiled appeared again. " Why would you think I would ever want to rape you.? " Now it was my turn to be hurt. Was I really that bad looking?

He pulled me to his car. I just sighed in defeat. Somewhere in the back of my head, I knew he wouldn't hurt me. 

" Can you at least tell me where you are taking me?" I frowned buckling my seat-belt. This was my first time ever ditching school. I never realized how much I changed in the last months. But... I liked it.

" Nope. It a surprise" He said smiling backing out of the parking lot.

" JC... why are you doing this? Why me? They're are so many beautiful girls in this school...town, that gush over you." I needed to know why.  It was killing me.

" I don't want them." He stated.

" But why me?" I kept pushing.

" I told you already." He said sounding annoyed.

" You don't even know."

" I know you more than you know." He laughed darkly. " Now hush" I rolled my eyes in defeat.

" Why aren't taking Katlyn?"

" Who?" He asked.

" Um that girl that you stole from Sam?" How could he forget! It was even worse that he doesn't even care about having her.

" Oh that slut? I was bored. I don't like Sam." He said simply. I couldn't believe him.

" What?" He said looking over at me.

" Nothing." I mutter while he laughed.

" Are you seriously going to act like that?. I looked out the window when he pulled the car over.

" What are you doing?" I said confused.

" You are going to tell me why you are acting like you hate me even more now."
" I don't hate you" I said looking down. Life is too short to hate right?.

" I know. stop acting like it." he said desperately.

" Whatever, can you just drive." He was absolutely horrible! I kept thinking, he just wanted Katlyn just to hurt Sam, and he doesn't even like her?

" Tell me or else." Now I started feeling afraid but I have to stand up for myself.

" Drive" I whispered back, surprised by myself.

He smirked at me then the next he thing he did I would never forget.

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