Is This Finally Over? Is This Finally The Future?

~~~FIVE~~~

I just want to shoot my self. We opend for fucking Saint Asoina, my fathers band. No wonder they wouldn't tell me. Damn it.

"Hello guys. You know for a couple of kids, you guys were pretty good." Mike complements us.

I look back at Adam and hes walking over to me. "I believe you let this on stage." He handed it to me and i took it giving him a disgusted look. He didn't see and he goes to sit on the couch followed by everyone else. I sat on the chair that was facing everyone.

"Its so nice to meet all of you guys. We have been waiting." Jack and Micheal was telling them. I was to busy stareing at Adam who was looking at the people talking.

"Yeah well you know we haven't had very much backstage people anymore so we are happy to meet you guys." Corey was always the happy one.

"I understand you guys like kinda turned Let it die in you own style." Adam asked Micheal since you know hes the head of the band.

"Yeah you know me and Lilly have been tying so hard to make this our own you know." Adam looked at me and immediately looked back at Micheal. Im getting a little pissed.

"Yeah it is going to be a successful carroir." I got up and was going to full on tackle Adam and beat his ass.

"Well its not going to be a carrier without me!" I yelled and tackled Adam and Micheal. The couch they were on triped over and i rolled away from the couch. Adam got up and looked at me.

"You! You are a BASTARD! For leaving me to live on my own! You can go rot in hell!" I got up and ran out the door.

"Lilly wait! You dont have to do This!" I heard Micheal yell after me but i kept running. Eventually everyone behind the stage was chasing after me while a familiar toun was playing.

I eventually lost them and now i sit in the alley way next to the venue. I didn't mean to injure Adam but you know i was just so pissed at Adam.

I sat in the dark crying for a while till the side door opened. My heart raced.

"Lilly? LIlly where are you? Its me." I heard them whisper. I know who that was. I got up and Hugged them tightly while crying into his shoulder.

"Neil! Its so nice t see you again." My cheeks were drenched as more tears fell like river.

"Yeah We just got done with our show and i heard what happend. Why did you do it?"

I hesitated for a bit. "I was just so pissed at them and it just came out." I squeezed Neil tighter. Neil was kinda my guardian for awhile till things just got weird. I really loved him as a father.

"You know the cops are looking for you right now?" I looked at his face after long minutes of hugs and saw he was serious.

"Shit! I cant afford to go to jail! Neil you got to help me." Im pretty sure everyone but the fans are looking for me. Maybe its on the news.

"You have to run. Lilly you run as far away from this place as you can. Go where no one can find you, where no one will look. I promise you'll be safe." More tears fell down my face. The thought of leaving Neil after our reouin is killing my mind.

"Neil i dont want to leave you again. You still owe me from the last time." He let go of me when we heard a lot of yelling from behind the door. He took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Go Lilly. I promise ill come back." He looked past me and nodded. "Take her johnny." I felt Johnny put his arms around my waist and pick me up.

"NO DAMN IT! NEIL YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME! YOU STILL OWE ME!" I fought back, kicked, punched, and did everything, johnny still didn't let me go.

Before i vanished in the distance i saw him wisper the words 'im sorry' to me. After that i never saw him again.

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