Is This Finally Over? Is This Finally The Future?

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"Whooo! You guys were amazing!!!"

"Yeah!!!" Well look at me. Walking in the school next to my buddies actually apperceating me. I have never had this many people like. In fact I'm standing next to the people who used to bullie me for my whole life. I guess you can say, being the daughter of a rockstar was a good thing.

I guess your wondering how talking to them went. Well I guess you can say I shouldve never been mad at all. We sat down that night and discussed it. Turns out my dad never really intended to leave and he no longer works for saint asonia. Instead hes going to do alot of solo stuff for awhile.

Neil on the other hand, I'm still not sure about him. I mean he did abbondon me so that I can live on my own or with Michelle. Speaking of which, me and her had really got on the best of terms. We're like sisters except she's older.

Tour is in a couple days so we were just saying our last good byes to everyone at school. Not that I cared for any of them. It seemed that ever since I joined this band people have been looking up to me and actually liking me. Who knew that a person like me would be friends with their life time bully.

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After school I ran straight home. Not my home, the home. The home I'm accepted to now. The home I'm glad to go back to. I ran in the door and ran up to Michelle.

I know its just been school but I miss her. I'd miss her when I lived on my own. And for the next couple of hours we are going to have fun. Although I don't want to leave but this tour would mean everything to me.

"Well its nice to see you too Lilly." Michelle said through laughs as she hugged me to death. When I get back from tour I'm going to hug her till she breaks. I looked up at her and smiled and she smiled back before she looked towards the stairs.

"I didn't know you were here Lilly?!" I turned around to that similar deep voice and saw Johnny standing right there. I immediately was shocked. I had no idea why he was here but what the hell. As much as I was mad at him I could stay mad. After all he did look after me for so many years I can't even count.

I ran to him hugging him knowing I'll miss him too. "What are you doing here Johnny?" I finally asked him as I pulled away from him. I was really curious into why he was here.

"I just had to talk to Adam on a couple things. Its great seeing you kid. I'll miss you on tour." I smoked at that and he left without even telling me what he talked to him about.

"Hey kiddio ready to go?!" I looked to the front door to see Neil walking in setting a lot of bags down. Oh crap I forgot. I had to meet up with the BVB guys.

"Yeah I'm coming!" Neil and Michelle laughed their asses off as I realized what I said. "Y'all are nasty!!" I laughed all the way to the studio. So far my day has been great.

Adams POV

While Lilly went to school I stayed home watching TV. What she said yesterday kinda hurt my feelings but we are still on good terms.

"Well you need to get over her dad. Shes gone now. She choose death over you so move on and get a new girl friend."

She didn't mean it in a harsh way just a way to get it to my brain. Maybe she was right. Maybe I should just move on. Find someone else. Maybe I'll go to a bar while Lilly's at the guys house tonight.

About a couple hours later Johnny came by. Weird to see him here.

"Hey Adam you got a minute? We need to talk." I nodded my head and we went to my room, talking in private.

"What's up bro? You a em kinda tense." He looked all shook up and stressed out. I wonder what so important to talk about?

"This might shock you Adam. Are you ready for what I'm going to tell you?" Oh shit! What did I do now?

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Hey guys its me. Sorry that I didn't use the normal squiggly bar thing cause I can no longer hit that button on my phone cause of the screan. Anyway to those who I miss dearly. I can't out your user name cause you always change it but this chapter was sort of a message to you. I miss you so dearly. I wish you were here and I just wish I can talk to my best friend the way I always did. You were my inspiration, my everything. You were always there and we always had fun I still remember all our good memories. But remwber. In good time I'll come back. You can send something through the mail or call. Hey you can even visit if my dad would let you stay in the house. I pretty sure he will. But anyway I'm sorry that I can not talk to you. Its just that we are three hours ahead so when I get internet you guys are in school and we never talk much and that bores me. Also I don't got WiFi. Everywhere I go I take the phone for free WiFi so I can talk. Hey maybe you can vist for the winter so we can have fun together again. Anyway I'm pretty sure I wrote you a two hundred word letter but I miss you so dearly. And hey, you still up for that deal. I am. I'll do it now. Miss you lots. Crys for you. Talk to you soon.
-BVB_Marries_TDG