Is This Finally Over? Is This Finally The Future?

~~~NINETEEN~~~

We arrived at the address that Johnny gave me. It was a big house. About two stories, blue. It was beautiful.

We slowly walked up the stone steps belonging to the house. Once at the top Andy put his hand on my shoulder and a rensuring smile.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded my head. I didnt want to do this. I had to.

I rang the door bell, making a dog bark as loud as it can to tell its owners people are here. A woman opened the door. (I dont think i ever explained them so go with it.) She had blond hair and blue eyes. She was slight confused. "Hi? May i help you too?" I nodded my head.

"Yes ma'am. Im Lilly Nullings and this is my boyfriend Andy. Im hear to talk to friends of my mother." After speaking she looked real shocked. She put her hand up to her mouth then hugged me real tight.

"Come. Come in. We have much to talk about." We walk in and she leads us to the living room while she tryed to keep the dog away. "Excuse the dog. She likes new people." I smiled and took a seat next to Andy on the couch.

"GUYS! GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE!" She yelled and all you can hear a bunch of foot steps coming down the steps. They all come in the room. Three guys and a girl all came down and looked confused as soon as they saw us. "Guys take a seat." They took a seat all around us.

"Who are these blokes?" A kid asked us. The blond head smacked him and looked back at us.

"Sorry for our manners. Im Kylie." My mind blew up.

Kylie and the others live in new york!

So this is the Kylie who is so important to me.

"And this is Jakiem." She pointed to the one she smacked. "Thats Rebecca, Jimmy and Mikey. Guys this is Lilly and Andy." They all looked at us and smiled as each of their names got said.

"And this is Fang." Jimmy said petting to massive german Sheppard sitting next to him.

"So why are they here Kylie?" Rebecca asked.

"This is Jess's daughter. Shes here to ask us questions." They both nodded their heads.

"Actually im here cause some one sent me here to get answers or what ever. And who the hell is Jess. My mothers name was Eve." Mikey gave me a very worried look.

"Who? Who sent you?!" He didnt yell but he seemed protective. He got up to my face and held my collar.

"Calm down sheesh. It was Johnny. Im presuming you know him." He sighed and sat back down.

"Johnny eh. Havent seen him in so long. So what can we help you with?" Jakiem ask sounding like he was trying to rush this whole convo.

"Well first off. I wanna know the start of it. How you guys are tied into my life." Johnny said to get answers. Answers of who they are and why they mean so much.

"Well um." Jimmy seemed very distant. He couldnt quite think of anything.

"Well your mother moved to new york in chance of getting away from your father and his band. She changes her name to Jessica or Jess for short. They were only trying to help her and she refused. She moved here into this very house. We only met her at work. Her roommate though was Michelle they were best friends even till the day she died." That gave me flash back to the day she died. I was there. I saw the light escape her eyes. And i couldnt do anything about it.

"We eventually found Adam by chance cause we went to a concert and thats were we found out they had a past together." Jimmy told me and boy does that sound fimilar. (Ha get it cause the beginning of the book.)

"Thats when they went out and we eventually took a trip to Canada were we found her brother Mikey with her abusive dad." Rebecca told me. I just wanted to hit her cause of it. No one in my presence mentions that son if a bitch. He shot me and killed my fucking mother.

"Yeah eventually we got away from Adam again and moved to Minnesota." Jakiem said.

"Actually her and Michelle did. We stayed behind and took care of the place. Every so often we came back and visited." Kylie corrected Jakiem.

"Yeah im Michelle's cousin so they looked after me. I was one crazy kid."

"Tell me about it." Mikey rolled his eyes.

"Well they got back together and got married eventually. But she had to go to the mental hospital. She claimed she kept seeing her dead mother or something." Apparently im asking the wrong people for this shit.

"But what about this boy friend or how'd she get that big scar on her head?" I dont even know what im supposed to be getting here.

"Oh you mean Eithan. He was her boy friend before she was put into a coma." Mikey explained.

"But what happened to him?" Andy asked for me getting the same idea.

"Far as i know he married another woman and had three children. Why? Well everyone was told Eve died."

"That explained it but howd she get that big scar on her face?" Ot always intrigued me how she had a scar on her forehead.

"Well one day she fell out if bed and hit her head on the dresser." Kylie said showing where she hit her head on her own forehead.

"Ahh. I always wondered about that. Alright what about the dog?" I pointed to Fang who was sleeping on her back.

"Oh Fang? She was a gift to Eve from Adam when she was pregnant with you. But once you were born we took her." I nodded my head after Rebecca explained the story behind Fang.

"How come you guys never visited me. After all these years im finally meeting you." They all sighed. This must be interesting.

"Well, when your mother died it impacted all of us. She ment so much to us." Kylie said in the saddest way possible.

"And you think it didnt impact me. I watched my mother die! I saw the light escape her eyes, i was there for her last words! And where were you guys! You couldve helped Michelle raise me. But no you left just like Adam did!" Tears rolled down my cheeks. I just want my mother. All i remember of her is the day she died.

"Mommy can we play tea party?"

"Yes sweetie."

Those were her last words before she died.

"Yes we cared. We cared so much. We wanted to be there for you but your uncle didnt let us see you. He wanted us to be out of your life. Just you, your dad, and Michelle." Mikey explained.

"But you are my uncle?" I was confused.

"No your other uncle. Tyler." Hes a bitch. Ive met him and he hated me. I tryed to get off this note and onto another subject. No more about her fucken death.

"Ok thats enough. Tell me a funny story between you guys." They all looked at each other before Jimmy bursted out laughing.

"Oh come on Jimmy dont do that. Dont say that story for gods sake." Rebecca complained. I just sat their wanting to know the story.

"Ha sorry. Im gonna do it." they all moaned at the same time and hid their faces. "So i was the only one not drunk for this ok and we had everyone over. Im pretty sure this was the night we got Fang but anyway we had the Three Days Grace guys and Saint Asonia guys and us. So they drank a bunch of alcohol and did a bunch of crazy shit. The next morning they all woke up freaking out cause some people were naked next to each other and stuff. It was so great." I bursted out laughing. It was funny and kinda disturbing but thats a good story.

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The rest of the day we all exchanged stories about My mom or just my life. It was the best day ive had in a long time. Why weren't they in my life?

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Wow thats a long chapter sorry but you wont see the last of them. Anyway this book will end soon enjoy while you can.