Obligations

Chapter Two

Obligations|Two

Katrina

"What are your dreams?"

"Oh no, no. We are not being sappy Grimmjow Jaggerjack. You're going to start in the friend zone just like everyone else." I giggled. "So friends can't ask about dreams?" His brows furrowed playfully. With a sigh I answered Grimmjow question. "I want out of here again. I want back to the Soul Society and I know I keep saying that and I know it's never going to happen but Grimmjow I want my old life back. It was boring, yes; but it wasn't hell. I didn't have to see Gin everyday, I was respected, I was admired by all the children, I was happy. I didn't realize it until it was all gone but I was happy. Now? I'm not so sure." He looked confused so I figured I'd explain, but not without huffing in frustration first. "I'm glad I have Harribel, Starrk, Ulquiorra, and you-" He smirked and i rolled my eyes, "-Yes you, don't get cocky. Anyway, I'm glad I have you guys but I feel like this place suffocates me. It's a Neverending desert. I'm shut up. People don't really get me, and I know I sound like a hormonal modern teenager but it's the truth. I'm shut inside this atmosphere and I can't break out. I find life breathtaking and I love landscape. In the Soul Society it was always an adventure, here I'm locked up inside of this room. What is there for me here?" My brows furrowed. I never realized how it would be to tell someone these things nor how much relief it would take off my shoulder. It was excruciating to keep everything in and now I had someone to express things to. "I guess I get that." He responded as he nodded a bit as if to say he kind of got it but not exactly. "What about you Mr. Jaggerjack? Anything you'd like to do outside of this hell hole?" I threw my pillow at him for his weird expression. He was obviously attempting to make me laugh and I was not about to let him succeed. "If I were Human or a Soul Reaper? I really couldn't imagine trying to save souls." Grimmjow laughed a bit. Honestly, I couldn't see it either. "I doubt blame you, I can't see you doint it either; but then again Unohana did set the standards for Squad 11 and now Kenpachi Zaraki is leading it. He's quite sadistic too may I add. If you'd prefer though, human."  He scoffed and laid back onto my bed. I have no clue what time it is, I lost track at 2 am. "I don't know. Maybe be an artist? Or maybe a skateboarder? I can't exactly remember who or what I was. I don't remember my dreams or things I wanted to do." He sighed. "Grimmjow can I ask you something?"

"Yeah, what is it?"

"Why are you so cold hearted to others but yet here you are telling me all these things?" I was really confused. Grimmjow was arrogant, he was violent, this was not his nature. "You said I'd have to prove I'm different. Judging from Gin, they've all been pricks. I can't promise I'll always be this calm; I have a temper, but you know about that. I get angry, I hit walls. I'm hot-headed and sadistic but once I owe you something and I have a debt to pay I pay it. You've known me for almost a year. You've seen my cocky-arrogant prick side, it's time for you to see my real side. You better not tell anyone." He growled that last part. "I won't if you won't." His brows furrowed at this. "Grimmjow you dumbass, do you really think I'm this cold all the time?" I laughed at his facial expression as he nodded. My laughter became uncontrollable and his facial expression softened and he shook his head. "I'm actually nice you know. I don't bite everyone's head off, just Nnoitoras." I winked at him and laughed again as he smiled and shook his head, laughing a bit as he did so. "You're unbelievable." He yawned while saying this.

I looked up at the clock, "Oh my god, Grimmjow it's 5a.m. you've got to go. I need to sleep." He just rolled over in my covers groaning while mumbling, "You're bed sheets are soft," into my pillows. "Grimmjow get ouuuuut!" I laughed as I picked up my pillow and beat it over his head. He grabbed me by the waist and shoved me onto my bed. "First admit you find me attractive. I know you have before." He smirked again. I looked away while crossing my arms, "You are such an eavesdropper." His smirk grew, "So you did? Oh, and I never did eavesdrop. A little birdie told me." My eyes widened. Harribel you cunt.  "Fine, you're attractive now get up." His smirk turned into a genuine smile and he started to get up, but then I heard a knock on my door. "Ms. Schiffer?" Gin. Why was that prick at my door? Grimmjow looked panicked. "Hide in my sheets. I'll tell you when to come up. Go beside my knees and I'll raise them so you can't tell." I whispered. He quickly did as told and I raised up my knees. The knocks began to be louder and harder. "Katrina dammit, I know you're awake. You're always awake at this time!" He yelled. Why did Gin know that? "Come in, asshole." I growled, mumbling that last word. "What is it exactly that you need, Ichimaru?" I said; venom dripping off every word. "I wanted to warn you about Grimmjow. He's not who you think he is." He opened his eyes, he was definitely serious. "Oh like you can talk." He had no right at all to be speaking. "Katrina I'm serious. Grimmjow wasn't a great human. You don't know who he was, we do." Gin sneered. "What do you mean? You guys keep tracks on these people?" My brows furrowed. I didn't think that was possible. I didn't think it should be possible. "What did he do? And why are you telling me?"