The Unknown (justin bieber fanfiction) EDITING SOON

Losing her is my greatest fear (Chapter 39)

Hey loves !!

So here's a new chapter , since I have been updating every month I have been trying my best now to update as early as I can since summer is fast approaching.

So did you like the recent chapter??

Please do comment it would really help a lot.

Enjoy :)

Yeah summer finally started and I'm happy because I get to have more time to update

So please do be patient and I still thank you guys for being very supportive

I dedicate this chapter to :

@Sophistikated

----> hey :) I know I dedicated the other chapter to you but I needed to tag because I can only have one dedication per chapter .. So here it is and thank your for keeping my hopes up :*

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Justin's POV

Gone. She's Gone. She left me .

I never had this feeling to be left alone, but now I have.

Lost. Incomplete . Crushed .

I lost the girl I love, the girl the completed me, who was whole and.... Perfect

My phone Started ringing

Ryan.

" Hello?"

" bro, What the fuck just happened ? " he raised his voice

I remained silent.

" you think I wouldn't find out? Dude everyone has been talking about you and Kelsey "

The mention of her name just made me feel more guilty. I fucked up a lot I know time to time I can't imagine my life without her.

losing her is my greatest fear.

Tears started streaming down. I choked " I - i l-lost her bro, I fucked up and let her go " I said as I continue to cry.

" you sure had " he paused " what came inside that stupid head of yours and did that to her ? "

" I don't know " I said

" did you even love her? " he asked

What the fuck is that kind of question

" are fucking kidding me ?!? Do you really need to ask me that ? Cause you and I both know I do love Kelsey and I wouldn't even let anyone have her ..... She's mine "

He cleared his throat " correction ... She was yours "

I winced at hearing what he just said " what the fuck are you implying? "

He sighed heavily " I'm not implying anything man , what I'm just trying to say-- " I cut him off

" -- you like her don't you ? "

" No! " he hesitated " what I'm just trying to say is Kelsey changed your life a lot... and doing this to her isn't a good thing to repay her, doing it twice ? You've had enough bro "

I sighed " look i appreciate your concern but I also had enough for one day"

" look man I'm sorry , it just I look Kelsey as a little sister to me even though I haven't spend time with her . She made you happy and your my best friend the least I can do right now is to comfort you " he said

" thanks man , but I need to go I just need to clear things out of my mind right now "

" sure thing, bye " as he hung the phone