The girl next door *Bubbline*

13. Open Up

Bonnie-
It been a month since Ash went to Marcy's house and everything has been quiet. I get looks in school but i don't care they can judge all they want.
It was a Saturday so I decided to go for a walk to clear my head.
I go and get dressed putting on black jeans, a light purple jumper and combat boots. Recently I had purple streaks put into my hair too.
I put my hair into a French braid and walk out of the door.
I walk down the path thinking about everything that has happened so far.
Ever since Ash turned up Marcy has been very distant and whenever I try to ask her out somewhere she always says she is busy.
I'm starting to get tired of it to be honest I thought signing.
I sit down on a swing And luckily there is no one at the park just me.
I started to think about all the amazing times that me and Marcleine had shared together and i honestly missed them.
I was too much in thought to finally realise that I had tears rolling down my cheek.
I wiped them away and got up. I walked around a bit and then decided to go home.
Once i got home i went straight to my room and got my Pjs on and layed in bed staring at the ceiling.
"Maybe she doesn't like me anymore" I said to myself.
I shake my head and get out of bed.
I put on my shoes and run down my stairs and to my front door.
I rush out and run across to Marcy's house and knock on the door quickly.
No one answers the door so I knock again louder.
Still no answer.
I knock again but this time louder and stronger.
"Marcleine" I shout pounding on the door.
She doesnt open the door so I see if the door is unlocked, it is.
I open the door quietly and walk in the house closing the door behind me.
I walk to the living room to see Marceline on the floor smoking a cigarette and she has a bottle of whiskey in her hand.
I stood there still, I couldn't move.
"Hi" I managed to choke out.
Marceline looks at me with a sad look and gets up.
She walks past me and puts the bottle in the bin but continues to smoke.
"You weren't anwering the door so I walked in if that's ok" I say trying to start a conversation.
"Sure whatever" she says.
"Are you ok"? I ask.
"No" Marcy says and looks at me with a glare.
"Want to talk about it"? I ask.
"No" she replies again and puts out her cigarette.
"I want you to leave" Marcy demands and grabs my arm forcefully pulling me to her front door.
"Why are you being a bitch" I shout shoving my arm away from her.
"Because i can" she says rolling her eyes.
"I only came here to see if you were ok and to see my girlfriend" i say signing.
"I want to be alone"Marcy says and opens the door.
"I guess this is it" i say sadly.
"What do you mean" Marcy asks.
"the end of us" I say folding my arms.
"What nothing has happened.
"You haven't told me anything about you or your past.
You haven't spoke to me since Ash turned up and now I'm regretting even speaking to you" i say and walk out of the door.
"But i love you" Marceline whispers closing the door.
"I love you too" I sign.
I walked back to my house and go straight to my bed.
I curl up in a ball and cry quietly.
Why did i even say that to her, I still want to be with her but she's changed a lot after what happened with Ash.
Maybe it was a good idea.
But Maybe it wasn't.
I love her and i just threw that away and it was too late to turn back the clock and never say the words I wished I said.
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