ex

nineteen.

im still at the office finish things up. jihoon already got the measurement so my architects are already on the move. i also made a plan and after we finish that we are gonna call for a meeting with the park's.

and i hope by that time, jimin already know what he wants.

i was standing beside my drawing table admiring my work. it's already pass 8 and i think jihoon already went home.

"yoonji!"

i whipped my face towards the door and saw jimin standing.

"what are you doing her–"

jimin went in front of me and hold both side of my face and he kissed me.

i tried to push him away but i was slowly drowning bcs of his kiss. i didn't know what happened but i found myself kissing him back.

but i didn't want something like this. i need reassurance.

i pushed him away and saw him opening his eyes.

"jimin.. what.." i said trying to catch my breath.

"i know what i want. and that's you." he said. "i'm a jerk, heck im stupid for doing bad things to you. i was just scared of hurting you. i thought that if i love you too much i can also hurt big time and you can also hurt me. but my mom and the others made me realize that i– we can go through anything bcs we have each other– bcs i have you. i thought before that you don't deserve me bcs i'm not the perfect boyfriend. " he cupped my face and looked into my eyes. "i can't promise you a perfect relationship, but i can promise to love you harder and i don't care if you will give up on me someday but i will just enjoy every moment with you."

"jimin," i started. "believe me, i am also scared. you were my last boyfriend and ever since we broke up i never dated someone. i blame myself before bcs you left me. i thought i wasn't enough. i was scared of entering another relationship bcs i don't want to get hurt again. but, i cleared all that thought the moment i want to kiss you in the party. i was ready to give everything up and give you another chance but you pushed me away and that i felt you broke my heart for the second time." i looked away. "and now you want me? are you sure? maybe you're just pressured bcs of your mom and your hyungs."

i already gave up my heart and i cannot lose my heart for the third time.

"no. i am sure." he said. "i know i was a  confusing ass but now im sure."

i look at him. i don't have any reassurance.

"you might think im not telling the truth," he said. "i am going to prove you that i want you back."