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sixteen.

morning came and i didn't talked to jimin. i know he keeps on glancing at me, i noticed it when we are eating breakfast but i didn't looked at him.

i cannot forget how he left me alone at the shore and not coming back. i just heared from jungkook that he already went back home om his own. if it isn't some kind of bullshit.

i stood up but he stopped me. he grabbed my arm.

"can we talk?" i shook my arms away from his arms, not caring about the others watching us. "please talk to me." i ignore him and went outside of the house.

but he didn't stopped right there, he followed me.

"are you mad bcs i didn't kiss you?" i didn't talked to him. "are you ignoring me?"

i can't take this anymore.

"yes! i am ignoring you! and no! im not mad bcs you didn't kiss me, i am mad at you bcs you keep on confusing me!" i didn't care that i am crying in front of him. "you told me you love me at the reunion party. then you told me you want to marry me, you even kissed me but you told me last night that you can't do this?! what the fuck, jimin?"

"do you want me or not?! bcs if you want me to be honest with you, fine! i still love you! even after seven years i still love you, you know that!" i pushed him at his chest. "but all you do is keep on giving me mixed signals! one minute you're so sweet but next thing i knew you don't want me! what do you want me to do park fucking jimin!"

"if you want to ask me if i want to be with you again, the answer is yes." i said. "yes i want to, but please sort your feelings out. i don't want to get hurt by the same person again. bcs it fucking hurts, jimin." i took a deep breath. "the moment you pushed me and left me last night, you already broke my heart. for the second time, jimin."

i walked away the second i told jimin everything i feel.

the only thing on my mind right now, is that i need to get away from here.

"yoonji," i turned back to see hoseok oppa and jungkook. hoseok pointed at jungkook, "he already have the key to one of the car, he will drive you back from the city. we will take care of myongjoo and jihoon. i know you want to get away from here."

i hugged him tightly and thanked him for everything.

"i'm sorry on behalf of jimin. i will knock him up to get back to his senses and the next time your paths will cross, i assure you that he's not confused anymore."

"i will hold on that," i said.

jungkook placed his arms at my shoulder and drag me to the car.

"you know i can drive on my own,"

"i know that. but in that kind of state? i don't think so." he said.

i stay silent while he still drag ne to the car.

"i'm sorry," he said.

"why are you saying sorry? you didn't do anything."

"that's my fault, i didn't do anything. i should punch jimin hyung for you."

"violence is not the answer," i said as i went inside at the car, "and besides he doesn't need that."

what he needs is a clear thought about his feelings for me.

a/n too much drama from yoonji, yeah. also, fun fact, i wrote chapter seven upto this chapter in just one day. yass