Kim Jong In Is My Tutor

Chapter Nineteen

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*Mhyrryl's POV*

"And x=88. Gets mo?"

Tanong ni Kai.

I shooked my head.

"Paano naging x=88?"

I asked.

Kinamot nya ang batok nya.

"Kasi nga 100-12. 'Di ka ba nakikinig?"

He asked with an angry tone.

I lowered my head.

"I'm sorry."

He whispered.

"Wag mo na akong turuan, Kai."

I said.

Napalingon sya saakin.

"What the hell were you thinking?!"

He asked.

"Desidido ako, Kai. I don't want you nor anyone to tutor me."

I lifted my gaze to meet his.

"No, Mhyrryl. I know you're doing this to prove yourself to your parents--"

I trailed him off.

"No. I'm not doing this for them. Infact, I don't care about them."

Pagmamatigas ko.

"Do you hear what you're saying, Mhyrryl?!"

He asked.

"Ofcourse, Kai."

I smiled evilishly.

He smirked.

"I can't believe that you're Tito's daughter. They're far better than you."

He said.

Uminit ang ulo ko sa sinabi nya.

"HOW DARE YOU SAY THOSE WORDS, MR. KIM JONG-IN! DON'T ACT LIKE AS IF YOU KNOW ME!"

I shouted on his face.

I can see na galit na rin sya.

"Tone down your voice, Mhyrryl! Respetuhin mo naman ako! I'm five years older than you, for Pete's sake! Bakit ka ba ganito? Alam mo bang sa fifteen years na pagsasama namin ng parents mo, I've never seen them acting like what you did! They're so kind! They treated us like their own children! Napakabait ng parents mo, Mhyrryl! And you don't know how much I envy you for having them! My parents was never been caring to us, unlike yours. Laging busy ang parents ko sa business nila. To the point na napapabayaan na nila ako! At sa fifteen years na yun, wala akong nakitang dahilan para maging ganito kasama ang anak nila! Napaka-laki ngang question mark saakin kung saan ka nagmana--"

Before he could finish his sentence, I slapped him really really hard on his face.

I am crying. Nasasaktan talaga ako sa mga pinagsasabi nya.

"You don't know me at all, Kai. 'Di mo alam kung ano ang nararamdaman ko! Alam mo bang, sa fifteen years na yun na kasama nyo ang parents ko sa Korea, andito ako sa Pilipinas at nag-iisa. Yung fifteen years na masaya kayo with my Mom and Dad, andito ako at malungkot! Yung fifteen years na sana ay kasama ko sila, inagaw nyo! Kinuha nyo ang para saakin! Habang fifteen years kayong nagsasaya, fifteen years rin akong nagdudusa! So now, tell me! Akala mo, I'm being this without any reason?!"

Parang nawala yung tinik na naninirahan sa dibdib ko for fifteen years.

Never ko pang na-voice out yung feelings ko. Umipon lahat ng anger, pangungulila at pain sa chest ko.

"Kayong lahat. Ang SNSD, F(x), SuperJunior, SHINee at lalong-lalo na ang EXO. Inagaw nyong lahat ang spotlight mula sa parents ko na sana ay para saakin."

Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko bago ako tumakbo palabas ng bahay. I heard Kai shouting my name. But I ignored him.

I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Lalo na sakanya.

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