Hello Angel, Where Are You?

Just Sleep

this is one of the last chapters. maybe two left. enjoy.

-J

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** Franks POV**

When I finally woke up,

Everything was weird.

My head felt foggy, my limbs felt like rubber and I couldn't lift them for the life of me, I opened my mouth to speak but I just couldn't, and my side was hurting slightly. Not to the point where I wanted to complain about it, but like I could, I felt way to exhausted.

" shh, frank, just relax. I'm here, I'm here. " my boyfriend told me, holding my hand I think. My stomach had butterflies for no reason at all and I felt like I was half asleep. I tried to lift my other hand, but it was no use. It felt like a ball and chain had been shackled to my arms and legs, unable to move. This was pissing me off. " Frank, just sleep, I'm telling you, you need to rest. " he told me again.

I didnt feel like sleeping though, I wanted to move, to get out of this half sleep state, take a jog. I tried to move my head towards Gerard and say something, but even a simple thing as turning my head felt so impossible. I just moved my head a tiny bit, barely making a movement.

" Frankie baby, just rest. You need to sleep. " Gerard had a light laugh in his voice and I felt him kiss me softly.

I opened my eyes to look at him- but damn, my eye lids felt so heavy. What the the hell kind of drugs had they put me on?

I sighed mentally, and gave up, giving into the black tide of sleep.

** Gerard's POV**

I watched as Frank tried to move his head. I laughed in pity and told him to just rest, he looked so out of it. The doctor had said they had put on him on some pretty heavy medication, to keep the pain away and so he could get some major rest, which is what he needed.

The surgery had lasted around two hours, and that was yesterday. After they brought Frank back to the room, he slept for the rest of the day. Which I didn't have a problem with- I loved to him sleep, he looked peaceful for the while he did ( or in this case, the day and a half, ) and it gave me a piece of mind.

I stood up and leaned over to Frank, so my head was right next to his. I leaned my head against his and put a hand in his greasy hair. I felt like I needed to be this close to him, or more like wanted, because I still couldn't belive he was here. I smiled a little and rubbed the back of his head, taking a deep breath.  I kissed his cheek.

" I'm so happy you're alive Frank. " I whispered, knowing he was asleep and he wouldn't hear me. " honestly, I wouldnt know where I would be without you. Probably dead. " I wrapped my arms around him. " God, I love you so much. " I closed my eyes, my head still leaning against his. " So so so much. "

" Awe, that was cute. " Mikey told me, shutting the door behind him as he entered the room.

I looked up at him, not letting go of my lover. " you heard all that?" I asked.

" you don't whisper very quietly, sorry Gee. " he shrugged as he sat back down, smirking a bit. " But i will admit, its very heartfelt. " he put a hand over his heart and his smirk widened.

" oh shut up. " I muttered, closing my eyes, still hugging Frankie. After a few moments of silence, I heard a camera-like snap and I looked over at him, and my brother had his phone out and was probably posting a picture of me and Frank all over the internet.

"  no, mikey don't, I look like shit. " I told him, letting go of frank and going over to him and trying to take his phone from him.

He laughed and got up, typing something while running away from me. He hit the post button as I tackled him, and his phone flew out of his hand and across the hospital room.

" God dammit Mikey!!" I had a laugh in my voice and I got up, almost tripping as I sprinted ( surprisingly ) over to the phone.

However, Mikey thought it would be the nicest thing in the world to trip me, and pick up his phone. He laughed and stuffed his phone is his pocket, and helped me up.

" I really despise you at this moment in time. " I returned to my seat next to Frank.

" Was that a polite way of saying 'fuck you'?" He asked with a laugh in his voice, sitting down too. I laughed a little, nodding. " Definitely. "

" Shu...shut it.." frank muttered, his eyes slightly open looking at me. We must've woken him up. He lifted his hand slowly, reaching up to my face.

" Sorry, Frank, we'll be quiet. " I told him as he placed a finger to my lips, telling me to be quiet.

He smiled a little, putting his hand down.

" Y.. you don't l...look l.. like sh..shit.." he whispered, tiredness dragging his voice down. Mikey chuckled.

" Ahh, true love. " he said.

" You're just jealous that I have a boyfriend and you don't. " I corrected my brother, taking Frank's hand and kissing his knuckles. frank watched, his eyes following mine.

" and a precious one, at that. "

Frank smiled.