Mine

Ch. 3

Once I had stopped crying, I looked at the time, 5:30, Louis had been here for a while. I get up, wipe the mascara running down my cheeks off and go to the kitchen. I need to eat something. I feel sick.

I just end up having cereal. I eat then quickly put away my dishes and I walk upstairs.

I pull my shirt off and put on a bigger plain, black T-Shirt and some short pink shorts and climb into bed.

Soon, I find myself drifting off to sleep.

~Dream~

I smile and look up at him, those sparkling green eyes, curly chestnut hair, and deep dimples. Those are just some of the very few things I love about him.

"Harry, I love you. And I will forever and always" His dimples deepen even more at my words.

"Alex, I love you more than it is humanly possible. Your long, wavy brown, hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and one hell of a smile." I blush and look down at his uncovered chest, which I am laying on.

I trace his butterfly tattoo over and over again until I look up to see him sleeping with a smile on his beautiful face. I move off his chest slowly and cuddle up to his side. I pull the blankets up and fall asleep beside him.

~End Of Dream~

I wake up and just lay in bed. Thinking about everything. Last night, Louis asked if I could try and talk to Harry, see if I can get him to stop. I agreed to it and Louis said to come over around 2, I look at my phone and see that it is already 11:27 I must have slept in.

I sigh and get out of bed. I grab a pair of blue skinny jeans and a Spider-Man T-Shirt. I get dressed quickly and then head to the bathroom, I put on some mascara, after bushing my teeth and hair.

I walk down stairs and grab a pop-tart, I need to have something in my stomach for this 'get together' with Harry. I don't know what I will say or what will happen.

I know I shouldn't be scared but I am a bit. How is Harry going to react seeing his ex-girlfriend and her giving him like a type of pep talk kind of?

I bet Harry hates me. I broke up with him and for no explanation, I had just left after a brief talk. I never let him respond.

I wonder if he dreams about us like I do, all our good moments and all our bad moments. I wonder if he ever wakes up smiling because of a dream he had involving us, if he ever thinks about our fights, if he ever thinks about the first time we told each other "I love you"

My phone vibrating breaks me out of my thoughts. It's Louis

"Hello" wonder what he needs, it's just now 12:00

"Hey, could you come over now? Something is happening with Harry, he just started throwing things and screaming and punching the wall. He just locked himself in his room so can you come now?" Oh my god! I grab my grey sweatshirt and car keys and run out the door.

"Yes, I'm on my way now." And I hang up.

Even if I did break up with Harry it doesn't mean I don't love him anymore, I don't really know why I did what I did, I was just done, I had had enough of it, but that boy still had my heart and I'm not quite sure if I want it back.

I speed over to Louis' house and run up to his door. I don't even bother to knock. I run inside and see Louis sitting on the hallway floor with his head in his hands. I stop running and walk over to him slowly. I kneel down in front of him and move his hands from his face to see tears coming out of his eyes.

"Louis, I would love to help you right now, but I need to know which room is Harry's." He shakes his head and points to the hallway on the left

"I-it's the first o-one" I nod and walk over to the door.

I take a deep breath before I knock.

"H-Harry?" I can barely say his name right now.

"Harry, I know your in there, please open the door." I've gotten back my voice, but I keep it at a whisper. I can hear him in there crying about something. I hear him move around and then I feel pressure on the door, he must be sitting in front of it.

I sigh and slide down the back of the door and just listen to his muffled cries until I hear my name

"A-Alex w-why d-did you d-do this? W-why did you l-leave me a-all alone?"

"Why?" He breaks out in sobs again. This is breaking me right now, and I can't even see him. Just knowing that I've caused him all this pain makes me want to crawl in a hole and die.

"H-harry?" I start to cry now, too. I just sit there crying and broken with Harry just on the other side of this door doing the same thing.

I hear the door nob start to move and I move to the other side of the hallway, his door opens only a little bit and he never comes out. I stand up and wipe my tears and walk into his room.

The sight that I see hurts me so much. It can't be compared to anything I've ever felt before.