Jamie POV
I have made it to set early which is like the best experience ever. I have been on sets before but this is bigger more intricate. I have a large trailer just for myself and I am right next to Dakota’s trailer. Talk about temptation right in front of me. I see her coming out of her trailer and she giggles when she sees me. I am instantly laughing as well and I do not have the slightest idea why. “Hi Jamie! Looking good this morning! Are you trying to turn all the girls to panting hyenas on set”? She says. I smirk and respond with a witty, “The only girl I have eyes for is you Anastasia!” She blushes and gives me a light couple of punches in the gut. We head off to set and see Sam and Erika talking about our first few scenes. Sam pulls us aside and very seriously advises us that we are to be very close off set and spend plenty of time together to work up to a trusting relationship and that all the sex scenes will be shot towards the end of production to make sure that we are very comfortable with each other. Dakota and I nod in agreement and then she is off to speak to Erika again. I look up at Dakota and smile “I guess we will become best friends over the next few months” she nods in agreement, “Oh what a horrible fate!” she giggles. “Lunch later?” I ask and she accepts with that sexy smirk only she can give me. What the fuck is happening to me? Get your shit together Dornan or you’re going to be in a hell of a lot of trouble in no time. But something just draws me to her I cannot explain it. I am in a trance as soon as my eyes meet her gaze and I feel like she sees through my soul. Over the next few days we hang out a few hours after work in our trailers rehearsing and I get to know her very well and I spill my heart out to her about Millie, Dulcie and my family life. I tell her about my mom and my dad and Samina and I just cannot keep a thing from her. When I am not with her I think about our conversations. I feel the trust.
Filming went well for the first couple weeks and we are very comfortable already but to satisfy Sam and Erika’s request I ask her to spend time with me after shooting and she graces me with a yes. All I do is think about her when I am not around her, I masturbate many times to the thought of her touching me, and I dream of her every night. I think I am obsessed and I think Millie is noticing something is up. I make up and excuse about working late to Millie and I am good to go. I tell Dakota I am going to shower and that she can come to my trailer when she is ready to go over lines. I feel like I want to do more than just go over lines and I am nervous about how my body will react. I decide its best to rub one out in the shower quickly and I happen to mention I am leaving the door unlocked and for her to make herself at home if I am still showering. Oh, boy here we go Dornan just behave enough to get through tonight.
Dakotas POV
I love working with Jamie! OMG I think I am starting to really like him. Like really like him…… what is it about him. Oh yeah, his smile, accent, hot body and sweet personality… did I mention he is funny! WTF Dakota he is married! Stop this right now! And I find myself running into the shower washing all my lady parts, lotioning, shaving, makeup, and perfume. I apply a clear tinted gloss to my lips and not heavy lipstick. I also just apply some mascara no heavy foundation. I want him to see me not a fully done face. I put on a thong and matching bra I picked up new3 when I knew he was cast. Why am I doing this? But I cannot help myself I want this man so bad. I am being such a slut right now. I need to respect his boundaries. I am just going over for rehearsal. I finish my outfit with a sports jersey that’s way too big and some shorts and put my hair up in a loose, messy bun. I am all set grab my script and head over to his trailer. He had told me to come right in and make myself at home. I had only been gone 20 minutes and I figured he would be done by now but I hear the shower running..... is that a moan I here? Oh, man Jamie is jerking off in the shower…. So, hot. I listen by the bathroom door. I think I hear my name as he comes. I am so wet that I think about going to clean up again but I hear the shower turn off and sit on the couch all innocently.
When he gets out he is just in a towel and is surprised to see me there already. Pleasantly surprised as he looks at me up and down and smirks. “Hey, I didn’t know you would get here so fast! I hope you weren’t waiting long!”. I giggle and say “No I just got here! Did you have a nice shower?” Innocently considering his eyes, I adjust my bottom on the couch sensually but it’s because I am very uncomfortable in my panties right now and want to jump his naked bones. He smiles a devilish smile and says “hell yes! It was liberating!”. I bite my lower lip and I see a twitch from under his towel. OMG he just blew a load and he already is hard in response to me. “Do you mind if I get some clothes on really quick?” he asks. I shrug my shoulders and respond all breathy “just don’t put on too many clothes Dornan!” I lick my lips and try to contain my excitement. I am going to spend a few hours here and I might just break.
Jamie POV
When I walk over to my dresser, I can feel her eying me. I decide to play with her a little bit and with my back towards her I open the front of my towel and readjust it. She lets out a sharp exhale and I am so hard under my frock. I want her so bad. I need to be inside her. Oh, man Jamie you really are fucked, this girl has you under her spell and you do not have a fucking chance in hell from escaping it. I get some sweat pants out and put them on carefully not exposing myself and leave no shirt on so she can have her fill. I will not fuck her, I can’t. I am married and I will not penetrate another woman. But I find myself contemplating what is okay to do as Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele….. maybe rehearsing can at least help relieve some of this tension I have building inside. I want to see her naked body before me and only me.
“Dakota, I want us to get really comfortable with each other are you up for an exercise?”, she nods and says, “I can handle anything you got Jamie!”. I want to assure her she doesn’t want me to do what I really want to but I decide that’s probably not a good idea. I take her hand and guide her to the bed and tell her to lay down. She gives me a curious look but does it anyway. I tell her I am going to let her see me naked and if she wants she can show me her body as well. She agrees and bites her lower lip. As she is laying there, I cannot help but notice her shorts have a wet spot in the middle like if she was happy to see me. I guess I am not the only one that is sexually stimulated right now. I slowly pull down my pants revealing my massive erection and blush a little. She inhales deeply and slowly and starts sitting up in the bed. “Jamie, are you happy to see me?” she giggles. I nod a little and kind of turn my head to one side with some weird laugh afterwards. She laughs even more and I ask “Is there something wrong? It is not nice to laugh at someone when they are naked!” At that point, she gets on all fours facing me then onto just her knees and comes towards my body slowly. She is biting that damn bottom lip again and I am just about to pounce on her when she touches my chest and says, “my turn?”.
Dakota POV
I am kneeling before this sexy thing of a man and I decide if he can be vulnerable for me I can be for him as well. I have to trust him, right??? I push back at his chest a little just enough to put about a foots distance between him and the bed. I step down and start to remove my jersey. As it goes over my head I feel his hands come up to my sides. I gasp sensually and close my eyes for a few seconds to soak him in. His touch is fire. We say nothing really yet we are so in tune with one another. I slide my shorts down and reveal my matching set and he is in a trance. I walk up to him and guide his hands to my bra straps and he slides them off my shoulders. I turn and he undoes the bra and it falls to the floor. I slowly turn around and he is barely breathing. I find myself gasping for air as I guide his hands to my thong. He slides his fingers into my underwear and pulls gently down at the sides. I tremble with expectation and what happens next is a whirlwind. He grabs me hard and kisses my mouth with violation intruding into it so harshly and greedily yet so god damn tantalizing. I respond to his kiss opening my mouth and meeting his force with my own. “Fuck Dakota” he says while grabbing my breasts and sucking on one hard while squeezing the other. His erection up against my belly and his precum on the tip wetting my skin. It glistened in the dim lighting. I feel myself dripping between my legs. He starts to touch me further down when finally, his hand is on my mound, rubbing and feeling for my folds. He feels my lubrication and slides to fingers right inside of me Intruding into me with a sensuality only he could have. My pelvis starts to rock back and forth into his hand meeting his strokes and I start to tremble. He whispers in me ear “Don’t cum baby” and slides his fingers out of my pussy. I kiss him hungrily and he lays me down on the bed spreads my legs wide and starts to dance his tongue on my clitoris. I moan and writhe underneath his hot breath. I find myself climaxing unable to keep still my pelvis slams into his face as I grab his hair and I let go all over his face.
“Damn baby”, he whispers and he comes up from the floor and grabs my hips and turns me over. I moan and find it hard to stay on my knees. He holds me up takes the same two fingers and enters me again. This time just enough to get my lubrication on his manly hand. I let out a sharp gasp and he asks, “are you ready for me baby?” I just nod and moan tilting my pelvis towards him. He rubs his cock against me lapping up my wetness and then licks his fingers clean. As he is finishing his dessert, he slams into me hard and I let out a silent cry. I am not going to lie it hurt just a little but felt so good at the same time. He is slamming into me over and over. I am almost screaming at this point and grab a pillow within reach and start to moan into the pillow. He sets up a pace and we are both slamming into each other rhythmically. He starts to move faster and I am quickening as well. He whispers he is about to come and I let go all around him. My orgasm tightening around him and making him explode inside me. I feel his cum filling my up and dripping out of me. I remember seeing his big erection and thinking where I was supposed to fit all of that. I didn’t care and he succeeded. We are spent and we tumble onto the bed he lays with his arms wrapped around me. I moan in concession and start to close my eyes. I hear him whisper in my ear “I love you, Dakota Mayi Johnson……. What have you done to me?” I drift off to sleep unable to speak or reply but I think to myself….. what have I done?
